Feeling

A little frustrated and restless.

Many things to do and consider and plan. And errands to run. And yet I don't feel like doing anything. 

Can't put a finger on it. 

Doesn't help that I am getting the "restless leg syndrome" quite often these days. It gets uncomfortable and irksome. A creepy-crawly niggling sensation in my upper arms, deep within the bones and muscles. It's hard to describe. Stretching helps alleviate the sensations for only a short while before they start again. 

Badly need a haircut. Horrible split ends. And it's reaching my lower back. Need to chop it before Peanut arrives. I've been trying to find the chance to. 

Been having nightmares and other unpleasant dreams over the last couple of nights as well. Even though Little Baby miraculously slept through last night, I feel as if I've only had snippets of rest. I don't remember any of the dreams. Except one involved a whole bunch of Rohingyas, the ostracised race and culture which has been in the news recently. And another dream had myself featured in it. I was a bad-ass in it. With a hugeass tribal tattoo covering my left shoulder. (like ???!!)

Need to do this and that and make sure things are settled soon. 

Too many things floating around in my mind. It's getting convoluted and disorganized. 

Many I should sit myself down and write it all down. 

To do up a to-do list is on my to-do list. 

Makes sense? 

是有那么一点点pek chek. 

Suck thumb. 

Try my best. 

Whatever. 

Ganbatte.

Yes, jiayou!