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One of the main reasons why I have not coloured my hair at a salon for the last 5 years at least....
Is that it never turns out nice to me.

The ones that somehow end up looking alright on my head...are those DIY packages which can be bought for 10% of the price you pay at the salon.

I did my hair yesterday. Permed it again. It fried my hair a little.
Considering I didn't give it enough rest since the last perm.

I highlighted it too. I should have insisted on a brownish colour. Safe colour for me considering that I'm tanned. The fella told me to try a deep magenta...a shade of red, in layman terms. I told her I prefer browns. She said to try something new..I thought ok lah. Fuck it and just do it.

So now I have red highlights.

I need to remind myself that whenever I say "fuck it and just do it" for hair colouring. It never does turn out right.

I don't like it.

Hell I'm considering if I should get a DIY pack and cover it all up.

I want my natural hair colour back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've got a friend

I've got a friend. A fun-loving 21-yr-old young girl prone to crazy shrieks and mad giggles.

She's listed as a Portugese in her identity card. But looks like a girl from China.
She was born in Hong Kong. But spent the latter half of her life in Singapore.
She speaks English like any Singaporean. But can't speak enough Mandarin to save her own ass (like alot of other Singaporeans haha).
She's petite at 1.58m. But her voicebox is a loudhailer in its own right.
She is learning French. But also intends to learn German and Korean.
She can kick any guys' ass flat with her jujitsu skills. But she's also into scrap-booking.
She loves food. But doesn't eat pork, can't take seafood, doesn't eat chicken, cannot take much spicy food and doesn't like vegetables.

If I were her, I'd be terribly confused by now.

blogging

I have not been writing in here very regularly. Interest is waning.

Even if I do write, it's on trivialities and mundane issues and uninteresting matters.

So really...why write? Why blog anymore when I've got nothing better to say?

Hmm....

There are times when I have a sudden inspiration during the day or when I'm on my way to work, or when I'm walking somewhere and I see something......I'll tell myself "Ok, I'll write on that!"

But when I sit in front of the PC hours later, I find that that moment of inspiration has come and gone. Lost to the wind. And I'll be sitting in front of the PC feeling empty again with nary a clue of what to write.

That's right. Emptiness. Not knowing what to write, to say, to feel, to think.
I wonder how an author feels when he/she gets writers' block.