It’s been a xian & restless period. Getting increasingly xian.
I hope it’s just a
phase. Various things.
Junior staff (but most
senior in age) bickering and being calculative with each other
Big boss throwing a
GPT-derived business development proposal to me and asking me to assess &
implement
Other teams’ staff
not doing work properly to support my team
Own staff texting me
every other day that they can’t come to office cos of myriad reasons
Own staff wayang-ing
about things
Entitled end-users
banging table and faulting/threatening us when it was their own doing
Come to think of it,
been rather teary this year.
I thought it was due
to the monthly cycle. On deeper thought, while the cycle may have exacerbated
those emotional feelings, I think I’m already not feeling too good about things
to begin with.
Thoughts of quitting
occasionally surface again.
Setting these aside.
In the meantime.
Grit teeth. Keep walking.
咬牙继续走
