W-O-M-A-N-I-S-E-R

Has anyone ever been addicted to listening to britney spears?
Shucks.
I feel like a teeny-bopper. Like a cherubic girl in puberty...

I just played her song like 3-4 times on youtube lor...!!!
I is gone case liao... ahha...

WOMANISER!!!

Darn, the song is still running in my head.....
WOOOOO!!! hahahah

Ma coeur

Ma coeur se battre tres vite quand je te vois...

Pour quoi?

Enigma

Had dinner with Enigma just now...And he just sent me this SMS...
Wah...touched...lol...

Share more with me your insights into things ok?
Tho you claim to be emotional and cranky at times, but I think you are way cool~!
I totally value your inputs...Nitez

Awww....
To receive this so late at night really warms the heart haha...

Hope he settles his issues...

And darn, I still can't seem to speak French as easily as he does.....
Though I studied more than him..argh!! No fair! hahaha

type type away!!!

I am MSN happy today...
I think I spoke to close to 8 or 9 people today...and well, it kept my mind busy in the freaking cold office...
Wonderful wonderful wonderful~!!!

Chloe made me grin real wide..Blurry made me spout lots of cuss words..
Danny & Sal helped me in my work..amid some gossips here and there haha...
And others well...they simply made a mark on my day.. haha

I hope tomorrow and the rest of the year will be like that...:)

Where The Hell Is Matt?

Not sure if I have shared this before...
I saw it early this year..but it was a shorter version...
Apparently now Matt has visited 42 countries...and here's the longer more updated video of his travels..:)

If you noticed some similarities between this and the latest Visa adverts playing in the cinemas...that's cos they hired him to do the adverty...at least, that's what I heard...:)

Enjoy the video...love the accompanying music..It's actually an Indian song..
The best part is...He was on our tiny island too!! Check it out somewhere near 3:37.
P/s: lots of his vids on youtube...

ACK!!!

• can't concentrate
• "down" for more than 2 weeks
• constant feelings of sadness
• loss of energy, feeling tired despite lack of activities
• change in sleeping patterns
• restlessness or slowing down
• decreased ability to make decisions or concentrate
• feelings of hopelessness

The above are symptoms of drepression....
Fuck, it's freaking me out!!!! Cos I think I'm experiencing some of those symptoms leh!!!
At least 4 or 5 of them...hmm...

Shucks....errrr....!!!!

Pitter Patter

I sit alone
In the dark
The only illumination
This screen gives

I hear pitter patter
Again
Of my heart?
Of the rain outside?

I don't know

It is cold
Everything is cold
To the touch
My heart is cold?

I don't know

There is a hum
A subtle one
From my heart?
Or the comp processor?

I don't know

Blank is the soul
Weak is the flesh
Tired is the mind
Disoriented is everything

Pitter patter

Love
Affection
Trust
Faith

Pitter patter

Of years past
Of years to come
Of hopes dashed
Of wishes unfulfilled

Pitter patter

Steps taken
Steps to be taken
I cannot
Go alone

Need
Affirmation
Touch
Emotion

I cannot
Go alone

I don't know

Pitter patter

Womaniser - Britney Spears

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pXjvUYMps3w
First listen = Cheesy
Second listen = This is kinda nice actually
Third listen = Okay, I think I like this
Fourth listen = Okay, I love this song!!!

And this brings to mind something I have always thought: 99% of men are jerks.
Lyrics as follows:

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Superstar
Where you from, how's it going?
I know you
Gotta clue, what you're doing?
You can play brand new to all the other chicks out here

But I know what you are, what you are, baby
Look at you
Gettin' more than just a re-up
Baby, you
Got all the puppets with their strings up
Fakin' like a good one, but I call 'em like I see 'em
I know what you are, what you are, baby

Womanizer, woman-womanizer, you're a womanizer
Oh womanizer oh, you are a womanizer baby you you you are you you you are
Womanizer, Womanizer, Womanizer

Boy dont try to front, uh uh
I know just what you are ah ah
Boy dont try to front, uh uh
I know just what you are ah ah
You got me, baby
You're oh so charming, honey
But I cant do it
Womanizer

Boy dont try to front, ah ah
I know just what you are ah ah
Boy dont try to front, ah ah
I know just what you are ah ah
You say I'm crazy
I got you crazy
You're nothing but a womanizer

Daddy-O
You got the swagger of a champion
Too bad for you
You just can't find the right companion
I guess when you have one too many, makes it hard
It could be easy who you are, but that's just who you are, baby

Lollipop
Must mistake me as a sucker
To think that I
Would be a victim not another
Say it, play it how you wanna
But no way I'm ever gonna fall for you, never you, baby

Womanizer, woman-womanizer, you're a womanizer
Ohwomanizer oh, you are a womanizer baby you you you areyou you you are
Womanizer, Womanizer, Womanizer

Boy dont try to front, uh uh
I know just what you are ah ah
Boy dont try to front, uh uh
I know just what you are ah ah
You got me, baby
You're oh so charming, honey
But I cant do it
Womanizer

Boy dont try to front, ah ah
I know just what you are ah ah
Boy dont try to front, ah ah
I know just what you are ah ah
You say I'm crazy
I got you crazy
You're nothing but a womanizer

Maybe if we both lived in a different world
It would be all good, and maybe I could be ya girl
But I can't 'cause we don't

Womanizer, woman-womanizer, you're a womanizer
Oh womanizer oh, you are a womanizer baby you you you areyou you you are
Womanizer, womanizer, Womanizer

Boy dont try to front, uh uh
I know just what you are ah ah
Boy dont try to front, uh uh
I know just what you are ah ah
You got me, baby
You're oh so charming, honey
But I cant do it
Womanizer

Boy dont try to front, ah ah
I know just what you are ah ah
Boy dont try to front, ah ah
I know just what you are ah ah
You say I'm crazy
I got you crazy
You're nothing but a womanizer

Boy dont try to front, ah ah
I know just what you are ah ah
Boy dont try to front, ah ah
I know just what you are ah ahWomanizer, woman-womanizer, you're a womanizer ohwomanizer oh, you are a womanizer baby

Reve - to dream

I've not dreamt for a few weeks or maybe more than a month.

And I had 2 dreams last night, each with a different male lead.

And well, let's not go into the degree of dampness of each dream.

Let's just say Dream #1 was saddening and quite emotionally disturbing.

And Dream #2 was slightly shocking and unsettling but had a ring of excitement to it...

Gosh...hope I won't dream of anymore stuff tonight... haha....

Happy Xmas - The War Is Over

Zouk...the evergreen...rock on big sister...for the next 20 years

Zouk was on the menu on Sunday night...

And to sum it up, it was my downfall on Monday.

Was stuck in bed the whole day cos I was queasy and well, couldn't stomach anything at all...

Verdict = I lost almost 2kg

Scary but true...so well, abstain from alcohol I will....

(cross my fingers...I hope I adhere to it..

I seem to have heard it fro my mouth before..hmmm mm......)

The whole group of us who went that night...

TH is one head taller than me meh..Hmm mm...fishy...
Pq on the left, Yin Yin on the right...and yours truly in the centre...

PQ with me (and my big mouth and big teeth)...

The first thing I noticed when I saw this pic was my mouth and teeth hahha...

And hmm..I think my phone's camera ain't that bad afterall hahaha...;p

Random

Thought-stopping and keeping your mind busy on other things

Really helps!

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I'm hooked on "Little Nonya"

Darn..you'll find me sitting in front of the TV at 9pm at night haha...

I just wish Granny could watch it..

She'll probably be sleeping in her cot by 830pm though...

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Ally, I didn't forget about blading...

Just need to find the time to pop by Pasir Ris Park to find out the rates...

Maybe this Sunday...

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I completely forgot about getting Il Divo's 4th album..

Maybe tomorrow I'll sneak off after lunch to go buy...

Will try to make it for lunch with the rest of the peeps tomorrow since I'm feeling much better now...I've not eaten with them for the past few days liao!!

Miss them!!

好无奈

糟糕，怎么我比以前更加忧愁？

到底要怎样才能让自己心情开朗多一些？

哎呀真烦。。。好无奈。。

近四五个星期心情好差。。

头头是烦考试和私事。。后来又不知道在气什么。。

希望只是一个阶段。。或者只是“大姨妈"还未到。。

Xmas

Christmas used to be one of my favourite time of the year..
Since last year though, it has sort of lost its dazzle for me…

I am beginning to find buying presents a chore. Unfortunately.
From what was a simple affair of just enjoying each others’ company has morphed into a massive gift exchange of sorts….

I buy for you, you buy for me, they buy for us, we buy for them.

And yes, I lament. Yet again.

Crappy Last Quarter of 2008

The song goes “Wake Me Up When September Ends” by GreenDay.
July, August and September went by in a blur. And when September ended.
Things took a slower turn.

The song goes “October Song” by Amy Winehouse.
Things were alright...but a really bad cough took the icing out of everything.
The month ended on a low note…

The song goes “November Rain” by GunsNRoses.
November was f*cked up for most part of the month. Enough said.

The song goes “December 4th” by Jay-Z.
I hope it’ll turn out well. Though the 1st week is already showing some signs of crappiness.

J'espere que des choses changeront etre mieux...
Je ne me sens bien et je veux sens mieux...

Ccccooooollllllldddddd

Il est tres froid dans le bureau pendant quelques jours…
Je ne me sens mes doigts...Brrr…
C’est comme l’hiver dans Singapour…Brrr…

For several days, it's been very cold in the office...
I can't feel my own fingers....Brrr....
It's like winter in Singapore....Brrr....

Alison's Wedding - 15 Nov 08

Voila..the long overdue pics..

I've not been very diligent at blogging over the last couple of months..oh well.

Am just amazed that I can keep something going for so long....

When I first started this, it was just a way of venting and ranting.

Till now it still is at times..and maybe more.

Till now, 3.5 years later..Woot..

Ok anyway, pics pics pics...

As what XiaoBai would say...Auntie pls put up pics...

The jiemeis..for the clueless peeps who wonder who is the PQ whom I sometimes mention...

She's the lass on the right..the one with the wavy hair..

And the breakfast we had for the xiongdis...

Complete with fibre-rich and absolutely refreshing bittergourd juice...

I think I don't need to introduce lah hor? haha..Alison the bride of course.

No, I don't have a foot fetish. But yes, the shoe is gorgeous.

And yes, the nails are meticulously gorgeous too...lol.

Final pic before we move off to um, take more pics???

Another group pic at the Sengkang Riverside Park...

Ok, I put this up for purely vain reasons...Cos I think I look quite interesting here. :p

Thought I looked a little non-Chinese..hmm mm...hehe

A kwa is guaranteed to make any girl look L-O-V-E-L-Y
And of course R-A-D-I-A-N-T haha!!

And then the night activities began....
Eugene & me in the cab to the hotel..We were the emcees for the night..
Lol, just found out recently from both PQ & Ally that errr..I was "fierce" and "stiff" during the emcee-ing..
Bleah..bopian leh..nervous leh..and my face is naturally grouchy hahhaa...;p

See the height disparity??
I'm in 3.5-inch heels and he's still a head taller...

Me & PQ before the dinner...

Me & Ally before the dinner...

And last but not least...

My fav pic from the whole event! haha...

It's horrifying..But I suddenly realised.

I don't think I took any pics with just the 3 of us in it.

Hmm mm...or did we? Just that it's not in my camera??

Hmm mm.....

A Question for Me

Bro Kel: What do you want for December?

Me: November was a bad month for me….so….I want love and affection in December.

zzz...

Back to work yesterday.

zzz.

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The medication I'm supposed to be taking for my stuffed nose is wreaking havoc on me.

He gave me a 3week dosage.

1 pill alone makes me drowsy for 3/4 of the day...and I take it only at night...

Hmm, how to tahan?... haha...

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I have a very short fuse for the last 2-3 months.

Need to change...but am finding it very hard to.

Hmm....

*tsk*...the uncouth me....

Scott *> says:
bye bye

~shell~ ...新的一天，新的希望， 我怀念的... says:
(chee) bye bye~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~shell~ ...新的一天，新的希望， 我怀念的... says:
hahahhahahahha

Scott *> says:
yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Scott *> says:
tmr i wash ur mouth

~shell~ ...新的一天，新的希望， 我怀念的... says:
yes, with milo

~shell~ ...新的一天，新的希望， 我怀念的... says:
hahaha

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Ok lah, I only act this way with people who can tahan it hahaha.....;p
Is that enough of a disclaimer?? ;p