Never knew
I had the capacity for such feelings
Of such varying spectrums
Till I met you
Love, happiness, contentment..
Disappointment, anger, wrath..
Bliss, excitement, delight..
Anticipation, eagerness, callousness..
Uncertainty, anxiousness, fear..
Hope, jealousy, faith..
Candidness, openness, joyfulness..
Paranoia, insecurity, worry..
Confusion, meekness, gratification..
Affection, lust, pleasure..
And the list goes on...
A means to an end?
Guess you brought out the best and worst in me..
Sides of myself I never knew existed..
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spent 1/3 of the working day chatting on MSN....find myself disgusting..and quite non-value-adding to the company..gosh...chatting abt bouncing titties and vibrating nipples..haa..not forgetting kissing and chewing....was luffing my head off..trying to do it in silent mode though cos was in an office environment...imagine the level of difficulty....(gal, u make me laugh man..haha...the things we tok about...=p)
went for the photoshop class..woohoo..interesting..looking 4wd to the next class on mon...aik lee told me to kope the software from brian..perhaps can kope flash and dw too...hmm...=) see if my charm can work or not..haa..
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didn't feel hungry but went to munch on some stuff anyway at Mac's..realised i was sipping tea and munching on fries and fish dippers soon after....pq came to join me...great time chatting..friends for 12 years and counting...will make it 50 yrs...=) godmas to each other's kids and gran-godmas to each other's grandchildren...
she's right too..what's a r/p if you can't express yourself fully & totally? and are burdened with the concern of what the other party will feel? sighz..ah well...one of the perils of life..guess it's these little things that add colour/spice to one's otherwise drab, mundane existence..i cun unknot myself...argh...
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*zzz* exhibition tmr again...8am at suntec...darn...it's almost 2am already....okok...smack my own backside...itchy finger...wanted to type something even though brain abit zapped out...okok...have to go sleep have to go sleep....zzzzz.......
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