Jiayou

It's 130am. I've not slept yet. Well I've tried to since 1030pm, to no avail.

No, I don't have insomnia. I'm bushed and would probably fall asleep within 10minutes of laying down.

As luck would have it, tonight was to be a challenging one. 

N fell asleep sometime around 945pm or close to 10pm. She woke at 1050pm and immediately launched a mega hissy fit. Kicking, screaming, you name it. She was not in a diaper as she'd insisted on not wearing one before she went to bed. 

In the midst of her tantrum, I asked her if she needed to pee. She declined vehemently. And then a few minutes later, as if on cue, she peed on herself and wet the bed a little. I caught her in the middle of it and lifted her off the bed so a majority of the pee was on the floor instead. 

Mega hissy fit continued all the way while I peeled off her panties and trousers, washed her and dried her off. Continued for a good hour or so till she fell asleep again at 1155pm. Without diapers still. 

A then woke at 12am. Huge amount of crying because she was having a bad diaper rash. She probably peed and woke because her bum was smarting from the discomfort. Helper changed her diaper while I tried to distract and comfort her. Both of us took turns carrying and pacifying her and then she spit up some milk. 

Cleaned her and the bed up abit and she was just so irritable and kept crying.  We were still trying our best to calm her down and then.........she poo-ed. 

Bah.

It was just liquid that she poo-ed. I think she's having a bad tummy. The poor girl screamed a lot while we changed her diaper a second time. It took another 30-40mins before she could settle down and drink some milk. 

I went back to my room thinking I could finally fall asleep. 

And then N woke again at 1255am. It was a repeat episode. Threw a tantrum again. I asked her if she wanted to pee. She didn't respond but continued screaming and thrashing about in bed. And then I saw it again, slivers of moonlight bouncing off the bed. How can that happen unless there's liquid on the bedsheet???

Fuck.

I quickly lifted her off the bed again and put her on the floor. She started thrashing about on the floor. So yes, there was pee on the bed, on the floor, on her and probably on me. 

Washed her off and begged her to wear a diaper. Maybe she could sense I was kinda desperate at the situation and she finally agreed to. 

I hope the rest of the night is better.

Signing out.