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Why do I allow myself to always end up doing things that is against my better judgement as a mother? 

Frustrating. 

I don’t seem to learn or am I too much of a doormat? 

Time check: 1am. Just showered after Alyssa puked on me. Why did she puke? Because we force-fed her some medication that was supposed to help her with stomach pain. She’d been complaining of tummyache since before she slept and had woken up at least 2-3 times since 915pm. 

I’m sorry sayang...for having done that to you. I’m really sorry.