Confidence

Feeling like you're not performing well enough.
Feeling like you're not good enough.
Feeling sub-standard. 
Feeling sub-par.
Feeling...

The older I get, the less confident I become.
Where's the bravado of my 20s?
(Or was it foolhardiness?)
Where's the determination of my early 30s?
I'm hitting 40 and I feel....tired.

There are days when I feel like almost like a superhero...a superhero octopus...managing several things at once.

There are other days when I feel I am dropping things here and there...balls spilling over my arms...rolling away....

Jiayou Michelle
You can do this
I can do this
Hae suiss-da
Hae suiss-da
Hae suiss-da