quiz quiz quiz!

Haha lol, a quiz I did on Facebook last night...

What Kind of A Date Are You?

You are mature but still in the prime of your life.
You especially cherish your friends, and you're emotionally ready to try out long-term relationships (if you want!).
You are experienced (maybe beyond your years!), and people find that very attractive.
Your date better be prepared for scintilating conversations coupled with the occasional wild time out!


Darn, I just love doing these boiao quizzes haha..=p

states..

Confusion. Delusion. Tiredness. Anxiety. Irritation.
Hope. Happiness. Pensiveness. Brightness. Sadness.
Sunshine. Stress. Relief. Apprehension. Wonder.

Is it a little too much of a myriad of emotions to feel?
In just 16 short days of the year?

Yes, I am a little confused, pensive and a wee bit stressed now...
It's been 2 weeks into the new year and somehow it feels like it's been 2 months...
Nah, more like it feels like 2 years into the new year...haha ok, abit kua zhang.

But it just feels like so much (and yet so little) has happened in 2 weeks...
Hmm mm....
Nonetheless, I think the few broad categories I listed out sometime last year...on the right panel of this bloggie..Still stands true in 2008.

Might be a bit broad...but sometimes...specifics aren't for us to list out...
I prefer something a little more sketchy...I'll fill in the details when the time passes by...

americano..

Just finished watching American Idol..Season 7...wow..It's been that long already?

Oh yah, I only have 2 words to say. Sore Losers.

Come on, if you're not good, just face it. Why curse the judges? Why curse the makers of the show?
*rolls eyes*

Oh yah, another 2 words. Sour Grapes. Wait hang on, it's technically supposed to be a single word.
Sourgrapes.
There you go.

If you don't get in. You are just not good enough. The least is that be man (or woman) enough to accept it and fark off. Don't go barking around every streetlamp and pissing around every corner...I mean sheesh...

Sunday...

Went to wine Network on Saturday evening with ahboy.
Damn it! They ran out of the Spinach Pizza. I was thinking to myself, we were the first customers there for the evening...we reached there around 7pm maybe...and there were no more Spinach PIzzas?
Sigh, guess it was our day to have it..though we were craving for it haha..

Neveretheless, the Italian Ham and Mushroom Pizza was very nice as well..same goes for the Grilled German Sausage...the cheesy interior was just oozing and oozing...haha..

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I'm losing steam for French...But it's the longest I've lasted for any course I have taken..So I think it's still a mini feat to celebrate haha lol..

Oh by the way, I've gotten my test results...75/100! haha...
And for that, I got a Good. 51/70 for the written and 24/30 for the oral...=))
In the slightly above average band within my class who took the test...Wonderful!!

Am thinking of whether to continue for the next semester or not..

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Did I mention? My trip to Taipei in February is confirmed.
Official trip. Should be from 24th till 27th. Only thing is, I think the conference venue is not anywhere near to Shih Lin Night Market, darn, was hoping to get a chance to go there and jalan abit...

Think there's quite abit of things to do..Hmm..better ask around what are the procedures like..think I am only given $220 a day for my allowance...(hotel stay inclusive.)
How to survive?? The hotel is already $190 per night I think...the one that the conference people is reserving for us...Gosh...

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Ok, wonderful number 2...My BKK trip in March is confirmed hahaa...hotel & tix all booked.
But hor, not worth it leh! Dunno how come the currnecy rate dropped so much...It's now around 20.5BHT for every SGD$1. A few weeks ago it was at 23BHT for SGD$1...*faint*

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Sometimes, when friends grow older...expectations change, dynamics change, people change...
I don't know if it's me who changed..or my expectations are unreasonable or...
Oh well..sometimes I wonder what happened over the last 3 years...we grew so so so apart in such a jiffy..

Oh yeah, when you met with a break-up in July last year, you called me out of the blue and I tried to be there...Think that was one of the rare times we had dinner together and talked heart-to-heart...
After that? Earlier this year..when you had another relationship problem again...Another rare time.

And then? It was silence all the way...not even meeting...unless for group gatherings...

Sigh..Things change. People change.

Love Stories Project

Am helping a friend to promote his project...

www.lovestoriesproject.blogspot.com

He's hoping for people to share their love stories or other stories of love...with the eventual aim of spreading warmth, happiness and hope as well to share stories where people can learn from..

If you have any articles...or things you wish to write on..just visit that site, there's an email address to drop your article to...

Let's just say...he was a dear one to me oh so long ago..

OMG

What have I done? hahaa...I paid $$ to torture myself every Monday from 630pm to 730pm...

TBT class. To tighten the Tummy, Buttocks, & Thighs.

The instructor is a nice lady....who had a dark side to her...
She absolutely revelled in making everyone groan and complain haha..
It's a course organised by the company. Held at the studio in our common recreation floor...so it's pretty convenient..

Thighs aching now man.. haha..About 15mins after the class, when I was stepping down the road kerb to cross the road, my thighs actually "wobbled" from being overused today ahhaa...

Oh well, such is the price to pay for being a slob for so long...

p/s: Xiao bai, yes, I am still freezing in office haha lol..

fatter?...:(

Wah. Sad...sigh.

My French classmate. This lady in her 30s, reaching 40s. Told me straight in my face.
"Ni fei liao!"

aka "You're fatter!" What happened to you? Ate too much during festive season?

Gosh. First time she told me this was in early to mid December. Then now January liao. Another remark from her....:(
Demoralising...

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Wah, I bought a bra from Vietnam for $40 SGD after conversion...
Went to check out the same model just now at a department store..It was selling for $70...
What a huge price difference.. ahha

Ho Chin Minh...

Oh well...some pictorial mementoes from my Ho Chi Minh trip recently...

Xiao Bai, have fun viewing!! Hee...Hope things are going fine for you...

Have you ever seen bikes parked inside a fast food restaurant?

This was on our first evening..

Interesting hor..Their fast food outlet..I think it's a big chain cos I saw a number of their branches...

People just park their bikes in there while they order food for take-away..Some just park right in there while they have dinner...

The food was good here. Sort of abit like Mos Burger's pattern. haha..

The other interesting thing is that...I did not see a single MacDonalds around...But there were lots of KFCs...Oh yah, they don't have 7-11 stores too!!

On our first night, we tried to find a French restaurant that was recommended by some people...

But then walk here walk there...wah lau!!! We couldn't seem to find it!

So we ended up at a Korean place...Food was nice...We ordered two mains but didn't realise it came with so many little accompanying side dishes...

Ate till I couldn't quite stand up straight haha. And the bill was only S$15 for two...for so many things...

Visited a War Gallery Museum..lots of lots of pics depicting scenes from the war...from blasted bodies to American soldiers to Viet natives running..to scenes showing people before they were executed by firing...

This particular pic is of a guy aged 23. Born deformed because his parents were exposed to chemical used by the Americans in an attempt to force the country into submission..

Chemical warfare....effects are still around 30 yrs later...

These are some of the other pics they put up at the gallery..to show how the effects of biological warfare is like..An extremely cruel form of warfare.

30 yrs later after the war, children are still being born deformed becase their parents were exposed to the harmful chemicals last the when they themselves were children....

Ok errr...these two jars contain specimens of deformed foetuses, also deformed cos of Agent Orange..The one on the left is a pair of Siamese twins joined at the chest/tummy.

The one in the right jar looks almost full term...severely deformed head.

And um, the hole you see in the middle of the jar, is actually its mouth, with a gaping cleft...

Let's just say..it was kinda disturbing lah to see these..

This is a guillotine used by the Communists to execute their enemies..

It was I think close to 8m to 10m in height...Check out the blade...

Ok, this is how they sell puppies...

They keep most in cages which are strapped onto their bikes..and then they tie about oe or two on top of these cages so people can see them clearly...

Wanted to take more pics but the two ladies were sorta like staring at me already...so I inched away.......

This is the Notre Dame Catheral..

A pity that when we went there, it was closed to the public already..Took some peeks through some holes in the walls. There were lots of stained glass walls within the church..

We visited their General Post Office...

The interior of the Post Office...

A small glimpse of rural living..drying spices on your roof...

The first 3 rattan plates of "stuff" is actually frangipani flowers..It's an old lady's shack..

Wanted to ask her what was the use of drying frangipani flowers. But doubted she would understand English so I just kept my mouth shut haha.

Visited the Cao Dai Temple...about a 2 or 3 hr drive from Ho Chi Minh City

The monks or venerables were having their prayer rites..Apparently in the month of Dec, they will pray at the temppple 4 times a day for 30mins each time. At 6am, 12pm, 6pm and 12am.

We visited the Cu Chi Tunnels...a 200km maze of tunnels used by the Viets during the Vietnam War to overcome the American GI soldiers. This is just one of the many many little holes hwich they used to get into the tunnels...This ang moh tourist was like almost 1.85m in height I think..and definitely bigger sized than most Asians. He went in there but couldn't really move around as you can see from the next pic.

Seriously think I will freak out from claustrophobia if you ask me to go in these tunnels...

Must applaud this ang moh for trying it out.. haha.

But the desperation & will for survival must have so very strong for those Viets to have hidden in these tunnels for long periods of time at a stretch..

Some bomb relics... View from my hotel's highest floor restaurant. 9th floor...

Taken while I was having my breakfast on my last day there.

Common common sight..little stalls everywhere, selling things from trikets to food to sunglasses to hats, blah blah blah...
This is considered a nicer looking stall with chairs & a counter to sell from.
Some just carry a basket, find an empty space, sit down on the street and sell their wares...
Some don't even have a basket, more like a rag to hold everything together.
Oh, the WC you see behind stands for "Water Closet" i.e. Washroom....so traditional haha.
Alternatively called "Nha Ve Sinh" in Viet.

Common common sight..rows and rows of motorcycles parked along the streets..

They even have valets to help you "arrange" your bike into a nice position..

Nice little can of Sprite with artworks of CNY 2008...damn cheap.

This costs only S$0.90.

My fried beef rice topped with a lovely sunny-side-up.

The rice was pretty good...except that some of the rice was abit little too hard...

His beef noodles..
It was really just lots of vege & beef thrown into a bowl of maggi mee.. haha...

The goondu is not co-operating..

And so I gave up and cut him out of the pic...

1st Thursday of 2008...

2008 is here...been meaning to sit down & reflect & to pen down my goals for the year ahead..but frankly, I've not had the time nor the energy to do so
Though I really hope to be able to do it this weekend..Sit down & think about things...

All I can say is that the past 2-3 months have been pretty hectic and sometimes abit draining.
Oh well, you've heard all about it. I blog so infrequently these days...and when I write, it will be mostly about me being tired...Gosh, I bore myself even haha..

The last two weeks were a rush of things at work..these few days too..
Just for the simple hour-long briefing to a minister tomorrow afternoon.
So much work, ,just to prepare for a 1hr - 1.5hr slot with him.

Wonder how it'll be tomorrow...haha..don't think I will be asked to speak else I'll pee in my pants..will just be there as part of the bosses' entourage..
Macham going for a triad meeting..so many people there..but only the bosses speaking.. haha..

Such is civil service life for the working level people...;p

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First time in my life that I spent the New Year's overseas. Ahboy & I went Ho Chi Minh..
It's much like how Bangkok is..but the traffic was horrible..

Traffic
This is one glaringly obvious characteristic of the city...Nobody paid attention to road signs, nobody cared where each other went haha..It was a stressful first day. We just stood by the road side and were dumbfounded, didn't wuite know how to cross. There were lots of zebra crossings...but no one stopped..haha.

Took us at least a day to get the guts to just cross like the local people..i.e. take a leisurely stroll across...the vehicles will just swerve and scoot around you...(hopefully) hahaa...

Oh yah, motorcycles galore...Actual statistics says there's like 5 million bikes in HCM itself. wah lau, more than SG's population...You can see families of 4 riding on one single bike. Dad controlling with a little one in front. Mum at the rear, with another little one in between her & the Dad. I saw a bike carrying 4 adults too...wonder how they balance man...kaozz...
I suddenly feel a surge of love for the orderly traffic here hahhaa...

Food
Food was ok lah..Bangkok's food is much nicer..but the coffee is good. Not that I drink it..but ahboy ordered a number of times so I just took a few sips...and most that I tried, whether iced or black or with milk, were good. :)

People
The girls are generally slim with good figures..mostly well-endowed. If you think Taiwanese girls have good figures or are slim, so do Viet ladies... haha..

The people there are not so well-versed in English compared to those in Bangkok, both street vendors & hotel staff alike.
I had a massage done. The girl spoke to me 100% in Vietnamese. I just stared at her thinking wtf?

Weather
Weather's good at the end of the year..not very hot...bright but not too sunny. Only on about 2 occassions it was very sunny and very very hot but even then it was only for awhile...

Sight-seeing
Went to visit the War Remnants Museum..saw lots of war photos..some disturbing, others normal...Saw how bio warfare can be so-so-so damaging to a country..In fact, till now, the bio warfare effects are still around...
Kids being born deformed..some are now in their adulthood but unable to care for themselves..blah blah...Saw photos of those who were tortured and who were paralysed for life after that...saw jars of preserved deformed foetuses..

Went to visit the Cu Chi Tunnels as well..200km worth of underground tunnels used in the Vietnam war to fight the American GIs...well, Am proud to say I walke dhtrough like 30m of it? ahhahhaa...Eh, damn stuffy lor...and you have to duck walk through it..it's that small..and yet, that section of the tunnels were actually enlarged already for tourists to go through...My guess is for the ang mohs cos they are larger in physique...

NYE
It was a busy busy noisy noisy night...alot of streets were packed with people & stalls & stages...it wasn't one consolidated stage...more like a few big stages here and there, a few small stages here and there..all belting out performances of their own...
We hid in the hotel room...not much of a crowd-person I am..so is he. Lol...so I crossed into 2008 in a Deluxe room of the Liberty 4 hotel along Pham Ngu Lao street in HCM.
Haaa...

Technology
Hmm m...I was subtly impressed when I took a 2hr bus to the Cu Chi tunnels...and I passed by the outskirts of the city...relatively ulu places actually...and I saw shops carrying signs that said "Internet ADSL here"...lol...
Okook, I know I am bad..but I seriously did not expect them to even have Net access in the more rural areas of HCM...
Wah lau, I even saw at least 2-3 people in HCM using iPhones lor!!! (hmm...dunno whether are they authentic pieces or not hehe ;p)

I feel so bloated!!

Ok, stomach upset..feeling weird whole day long.
Reason for it? Haha, been eating too much for the past week...
Seriously, I've been out everyday..for almost every meal...(except breakfast of cos)...

Saturday was a fun day.. haha. Went to cut hair in the morning with ahboy..Had our lunch, and then made our way to Qian Hu Fish Farm for fish spa therapy! Hee..It was a eye-opener...not so much about the fishes but more of seeing him squirm like mad!!
Piangzz...the whole pool of about 8 people, he was the only one who was squirming around, giggling to himself and generally being so unlike himself hahhaa...

It was kinda ticklish lah..imagine 100 fishes nibbling at your feet, your toes, your calves, your ankles..haha. Went for a short walk around the premise after that..Koi, Arowana, Goldfishes (lots of them) and many freshwater aquarium fishes...

Saturday night was MJ night...with the sec sch folks. Darn, everytime I sit facing the window, I will lose $$. That's what happened the other time too!!! Lost $8...

Sunday night...had a nice catch-up dinner with Jenaline. Haa, what else could we talk about? Myself, her sister, her, and of cos...the thing that bound us close together in the first place...LHUB..gossips, scandals, problems, heartaches...aw man...so many things happening in LHUB....

Monday...xmas eve..went into office and lo and behold..there were a few pressies on my desk! Wah lau....paiseh, cos I didn't get anything for others. Only for 3 ladies. Darn, ok, will get stuff next year...
Watched "National Treasure" in the evening...I will say it again. I don't like Nicholas Cage. Not last time when he had more hair...and not now when he has less hair and a paunch.

Sigh..kinda tired...from work & the festivities.. hhaa...
dozing off....

zzz zzzzz...

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it's late..i am sleepy..but i still wanna write.. haha...

I am happy...

- Met up with some French classmates at Dempsey Road Wine Network just now..Munched on some nice foods and drank this red wine which was pretty good I think...Only thig is that it ended early...We left there at 10-15pm...:)

-Met up with Daniel after that.. haha last minute impromptu meeting..Was gonna head for MJ with Ling & gang till I found out that they cancelled the mj session...So went to Blk 85 for bak chor mee with Dan instead.. ahha...our usual meeting place..Talked for 2.5hrs plus...about me, about him...about others...:)

- I had my best Scrabble ever...seriously. Never ever had such a powerful scrabble ...not even during my competitive days...The word was Evictees...The letter C was already in place...
And this word..garnered me a total of 176 points...I think such an occurrence is so rare that it warrants a mention in this blog...For those not in the know..usually a Scrabble can help you win only about 70-90 over points...crossing 100 is good...wat more..I was almost reaching 200.. ahha...:)))))


I am sad...

- Okok...it's on Scrabble again....damn it. I lost to this lady called Alison..I was leading all the way till I had crappy tiles....argh........:(

- I just found out from Daniel just now. Zorro passed away in August. He didn't tell me till now...sigh...poor thing...he was a very beautiful husky. A little on the plump but his fur was gorgeous...Apparently he has kidney infection, subsequently kidney failure...and he was put on dialysis...was in the vet hospital for a week..till he succumbed to the infection...sigh...:(

- Within the last 2 weeks..I kena so many arrows till I am sorta immune...Only thing is that my blood pressure is probally increasing due to my naturally "kan cheong spider" attitude...I've got 7 papers to write....all due in the 1st week of January....and there are some papers that I have no idea how to do...sigh...:(

Jackson's Poem

This is the poem that Jackson sent me the other day...
And I happen to think that it's very nice...
A little sad, a little lost, a little helplessness...all rolled up into 6 sweet sentences...
I like sad ditties...

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A group of sparrows...
Hiding our sorrows...
Playing and mellow...
Who will know?
What is tomorrow?
Which road to follow?

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Will be seeing him on xmas eve perhaps...
Shall ask him what is the title of this short lil poem...:)

zzz

The weekend went by with a blurrr...

Had my test on Saturday...The written was tough..We all complained that we didn't have enough time to complete hahaa...
Oral was also tough, but not so tough..Only thing was that I had alot of pauses in between ahha..
I kept going errr...ahhh...uhmmm...

haha...maybe the teacher gave up on me and shooed me out faster.. haha..

Went for a back massage near ahboy's place after the test...wel...hmm..it wasn't that good...somehow those thai massages seem so much better!!

Watched Warlords...1st half of the show was dark, bleak, gory but with enough adrenaline to keep my eyes wide open! And I think I was grabbing ahboy's hand so hard till he poked me to complain... ahha..
2nd half of the show was...zzzzzzz......................dumb plot...And it's such a waste of Takeshi Kaneshiro's talent to have him in such a show...haha..

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I have recently discovered the joy of Doritos Nachos Cheese...just a few pieces can make the tummy growl for more hhaa...or should I say the tongue?

And well..Celia will be mighty glad to hear this...but I have recently too become a convert of Subway..

Used to dislike it alot cos I wasn't used to having bread for lunch and the nearest subway was actually kinda far from my previous workplace...haha...
But well...over time I found that it's quite nice actually..and yeah..given that there's a subway directly below my current office.. hehe...;p

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Ah Seng's wedding last night...Evonne looked so pretty...
(p/s: Taz, if you're reading this...it's not our Evonne yah...so happened hsi wife's name is also spelt this way...;p)

Saw some people whom I've not seen for ages...Yufen, Tian Feng, Rui Xin...MingYao & Zoey...
Piangzz..even Qibin & Edmund were there.. ahha...

Daniel is back and the first thing I made him do was to fetch me to the wedding dinner haha...
The next thing I did was well....to get him to fetch me back home.. hahhaa...evil I know...;p

Service of the place sucked..but some dishes were quite alright...Dragon Gate @ HarbourFront Centre...And oh, I am so not used to Seng in a tux...

A piece of big news..was that well...our own Evonne...is legally married...
Wah lau and no one knew...If I didn't meet her coincidentally last Friday..and if I didn't ask her about him last night...we might still not have known haha..

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Will be heading for a haircut this Saturday with ahboy...
Then off to Qian Hu for fish therapy!

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Ok, I am kinda stressed out...Workwise, kena arrowed to update some statistics to prep my boss up for a meeting with a Minister...I will need to attend too...bleah...dunno whether got any protocol or what...Or whether I need to be scanned for any foreign suspicious objects on me.. ahha..ok lah...abit exaggerating..

Saddled with personal stuff...so many gatherings coming up...day by day week by week...Been gasping for breath for the past few weeks (or has it been months??) already...
Heng, at least my test is over..

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There's a slight rash on 3 parts of my body...
Given cream and an anti-itch pill...
But doc told me to monitor..said could be "zhua"...or more commonly known in English as Shingles...

Wah lau eh!! but too early to tell...need to monitor...
*clasps hands together* *prays hard*
Please let it be a normal allergy rash!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Should I go dempsey road on Wednesday night with some of my French classmates? Not my clique though..
Don't know them well enough... hmm mm....

Till here...back to work.
Need to do research for the updating of stats...sigh......

headache.

Having a headache...Hope 6pm comes soon...
Cos I really cannot think..dull drone on the right of my head...behind my right eye...
Does this mean there's an eye strain?

Ugh.

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Was looking through Gail's wedding pics online yesterday.. haha...
Some of the pics were hilarious...especially the morning ones...

I like her gown! Sweet and simple and pretty...
Matches her kinda well I think... haa...

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K, shall try to work...

Ugh.

Are you from SQ?

Wah Lau Eh!!!!!!!!!!

This is the lamest opening that I have ever heard from a financial agent!!!
Was waking a slow slow walk from the MRt to the interchange just now...and this guy bounded over to me...

Him: Are you from SQ?
Me: No. (continues walking)
Him: Oh! I mean Singapore Airlines leh! (keeping pace with me)
Me: No. (walk walk walk)
Him: Are you working now?
Me: Yes.
Him: Today is your off day right? (still pacing me)
Me: No.
Him: Wah! Then you mean you dress down so much??? (lags behind when a lady blocks his way)
Me: Yah.(still walking...)
Him: Wah can dress like that ah? Anyway have you heard of XXX? We provide blah blah blah...
Me: No and don't think I want to know. (reaching my bus stop!!!)
Him: Oh but why?? We provide financial services to people, give them advise...
Me: I already have alot of plans. (I can see my bus stop! motivation to walk faster!!)
Him: Oh good what! Then you can sit down and share more with me!! (walks faster too!)
Me: No thanks.
Him: Bu....
Me: No thanks.
Him: Wha...
Me: No thanks.
Him: Woul...
Me: No thanks.

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Had dinner with Enigma last night..
He was speaking french to me all throughout the MRT ride home...Glad to say that I can understand 95% of what he was saying! haha compared to like 5% of what he was saying last time.. ahha...

And the funny thing was..he was gossipping about others on the train..and they wouldn't have understood.. ahhaa

j'ecrire en francais...I write in french

Je veux je sors ce soir.
Mais alors, maintenant, je mange nouilles seulement, chez moi.
Et apres, peut etre j'etudierai mon francais...et puis, peut etre je regarderai le film Heroes.

Je suis fatiguee. Aujourd'hui a ete un journee normale.
Mais j'ai ete un peu emotif.

Pendant dejeuner, nous avons eu une petite la fete. Il a ete le celebration pour anniversaires des Boon Kiat, Aaron, Lester et Jasmine. Il a ete bien, un occasion heureux.
Nous avons achete KFC, Canadian Pizza et deux gateau de NYDC.

Il y a eu les deux filles du Legal Department, Clarissa et Jessica, Jane, Sandra, Evangeline et moi. Nous avons mange jusqu'a deux heures l'apres midi.

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I wish I was out tonight.
But well, now, I am eating noodles alone, at home.
After this, maybe I'll study my french, and then perhaps, I'll watch the show Heroes.

I am tired. Today was a normal day.
But I was abit emotional.

During lunch, we had a small party. It was the birthdya celebration for Boon Kiat, Aarom, Lester and Jasmine. It was good, a happy occasion.
We bought KFC, Canadian Pizza and 2 cakes from NYDC.

There were the 2 girls from Legal Department, Clarissa & Jessica, Jane, Sandra, Evangeline and me. We ate till 2 in the afternoon.

%^*&

you always need to have the last say don't you????????????

Fucking cheesed off.

That dank acridity

It's been 3 and a half years....

The feeling is still there...hidden under a layer of petals...
The fragrance prevails generally and is overpowering at times...
But at times it falters and a dank acridity seeps through the veil...

The fragrance almost always manages to wrap it up again...
Hiding it, overwhelming it, choking it to a quiet retreat..

But once in a while...that once in a while..
It appears. Just to show that it's still there...hidden..but not entirely gone..

I don't like it. I don't at all.
Cuz it reminds me of the times I went against my 6th sense.
Against the better knowledge of my gut..
To step into a shithole..

And it scares me when I choose to ignore my 6th sense again...
Of what might come..

sigh

It's tough. Family relationships are hard enough.
Now there's inter-family relationships.

What the fuck.

And it's not even official yet.

Wah lan eh. I don't need this now. I seriously don't.

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Jackson called me just now...surprise surprise...
The last he called was earlier this year I think..or was it last year?

He composed a short poem today and sms-ed it to me...Good for him..
Did it while on the bus, on his way home from his rehab centre.

He's on new medication...apparently treats him better...mind's clearer than usual...

good lah good...and he's writing poems again..hmm..
encouraged him to jot them in a notebook.....

i just want to sleep

The past week was really just a blur.. haha..
And my stomach has been overworked..
It's the first time in my life when I've eaten 3 8-course Chinese dinners within a single week...

Thursday's conference with the Chinese delegates was a nightmare...Half the time I couldn't understand what the hell was going on..the conference was 95% in Chinese...
We hosted them for dinner and small talk was a chore to me...cos I had trouble expressing myself haha..

Together with a male colleague, we brought about 5-6 Chinese guys to Wine Bar @ Zouk on Thursday night..gosh...first time there with a bunch of Chinese people...
It was a little weird..sitting there sipping red wine and well..listening them talk in mainland
Chinese.....

Friday night was at Jumbo seafood..The spread was relatively good...pity I couldn't eat much by then...

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Planning a trip to Ho Chi Minh...hope it turns out well...
Lol...nothing has been booked yet!!

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Ok...all my invites have come in...
Total of 3 bombs in December...Celia, Ah Seng & Hid's sister...

Time to save again...

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French is demoralising now...
Feel kinda dumb in class...and everytime I make a mistake..the teacher says it's not a mistake to be made...either that or he just gives me a weird look on his face before he moves on...

Sigh....................................=(

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I have close to 8-9 papers to write in the month of December...
Crosses fingers..hope I don't have to "kena" grammar lessons from the boss again.. haha...

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Granny is still in hospital...Sigh. Also dunno when she can be discharged...
It's been 2 months already...