Frustration. Restlessness. Envy. Hope. Directionless.

Friends.
Family.
Boyfriend.
Self.

Can someone tell me....how to achieve the right balance between all elements????????

I need to spend more effort on myself too.
Been wasting my weekends away...
Been wasting my time away...idling and not doing much...not achieving much.
And come to think of it?
Damnit, I've been idling ever since graduation...well almost...arrrggggghhhhhh

Spent the whole afternoon being restless.
I need to do something. But what?
I need to make use of my time better. But doing what??

Oh what the fuck.
What the fuck.

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It's going to be a hectic 2 weeks again maybe.
Time spent to catch up on work.
Last I checked, which was yesterday afternoon, there's like 220 unread emails over the course of a week. Kaozzzzz...an average of 45 emails a day????? xiao...really xiao.

And also, time spent to research on which course I wanna take up.
If it's language, it'll be French or Jap. French seems more likely..
If it's music, it'll be guitar or keyboard.

3 more events coming up in the next 2 weeks too.
And one more in 3rd week of November..
Gonna be a mad mad mad rush.

And in between all these, there's a wedding to attend. (my poor pockets....)
Plus 4-5 dinners/gatherings which are long owed to some parties.

And well...there's gonna be time spent to well...haha..flip Recruit?

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Just realised, damn, I really bought enough books at the book fair last month.
Enough to last me for at least 6 months or more....
There's like 6-7 unread books lying in my shelf...which is err...getting to be overrun...

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Think I'll check with Niggie.
How are the French courses at Alliance Francaise like...And when the next intake is.
Just missed an intake...applications closed last week.

On another note, will check with ahboy...on how keyboard lessons are like..
Am torn between language and music..

Which to take?
Wonder if I can take them concurrently...hmm...interesting thought...

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The Premier...@ Tampines.
Darn it!
5700 pax applying for 616 rooms.

That's like demand is 9 times more than supply!!!!!!!!

Hmm..if you take a more realistic approach, 5700 pax = about 2350 couples...
Which still makes it about...
Demand is 6 times more than supply!!!

Kaozzzzz.............
*crosses fingers*

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Hmm...Danny-boy might be going Aussie to study next Jan...back at end of 2007.
Good for him..At least he's achieving something..
And doing something he's been thinkin gof since almost a year ago...