Back to Black

Amy Winehouse's voice is really amazing..
I couldn't stop listening to her Back to Black album after Kelvin H passed me the MP3s...
Pity she's a little screwed up at the moment..drugs, rehab and what not..

But her voice is really power power power...:)

Argh

I'm angry.
Dreams were robbed from me.

And now my pockets will also be penalised through no fault of mine?

Life's unfair.

Argh.

Madonna - Push

One of my fav songs from her "Confessions on a DAnce Floor" album...
It's an old album from 2-3 years ago..
But it's a fantastic fantastic production.

Each song leads into the next one..beats do not stop at all and before you know it, things have morphed into a new song and new beat and new lyrics....

Enjoy this one.

After Work

It's been a long time since I had a longer conversation with James.
It's usually been a "Hi. How's business? Stop smoking so much. Bye."

And recently. I just didn't even want to acknowledge him.
Think I'm just tired of things happening and didn't want to bother with greeting him at all...

Perhaps purpleskies' vouchers made the difference.
Perhaps it's cos he knows about things. He was that little bit nicer just now....

He actually said.."Let's go get a beer one of these days."
Darn, I was tired..forgot to ask him if it's his treat.

Nevertheless. He still managed to irk me somehow.

He said. "I think he will need a flat earlier than you do." And ended off with a roaring laugh.

I flashed my middle finger at him in broad daylight in front of dozens of other executives.

Fuck care my reputation in Suntec.

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Not all who read will understand.
But oh well...

I've Got a Date!

Sun Plaza Fitness Corner

Sun Plaza Park

Thursday 815pm

Bu Jian Bu San!

Haaa...I'll make sure I run my rounds first before meeting you bro...

thank you

I'm grateful for the web of support surrounding me..

Really...

Adrian just came over to talk to me also haha..

Some of these people probably won't be reading this..but well..

Just some heartfelt thanks...

Blading Today

Today's Lesson 4.

I broke my record today...I fell down.
Darn...I've not fallen down at all since Lesson 1.
But I fell 3 times today...dumb dumb.

Haha...I can't do "toe-roll"...I think I have serious problems with balancing argh..

My bunions are aching today.
Think today's 3-hour lesson really zapped alot of energy out of me man...

But But But...I will master it!!!!!!!!!!

Heavy Heart

What could have been, what should have been, what would have been.

Blown away like dust in wind.

Anger, hurt, disappointment, sadness, pain, loss.

Who, what, where, when, why, how?

Rivulets of tears.

But, a blessing in disguise?

A rainbow after dashed dreams?

Time will tell perhaps.

If God hears this heavy heart.

Some Laughter Keeps Me Sane

Some phrases for Vday??

1. My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife,
You've screwed up my life.

2. I see your face when I'm dreaming,
That's why I wake up screaming.

3. Kind, loving, intelligent and hot,
This describes everything you're not.

4. Love may be beautiful, love may be bliss,
But I only slept with you cos I was pissed.

5. I thought that I could love no other,
Thats was until I met your brother.

6. Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you.
But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead, the sugar bowl's empty and so is your head.

7. I want to fee your sweet embrace,
But don't take that paper bag off your face.

8. I love your smile, your face, your eyes!
Damn, I'm good at telling lies.

9. My love, you take my breath away.
What have you stepped in to smell this way?

10. My feelings for you no words can tell,
Except maybe "go to hell".

bleeding love

I'm broken.

Into smithereens.

It's over.

Quack Quack

Oh ok wait, before I head for my bath...

I shall dedicate a mini post to a dear friend of mine...
You'll know who you are haha...

I was walking to the MRT after work...
Cruising along in my black pants and chic white sleeveless top...

Wind blowing in my hair...I was marvelling at the beautiful sky

And well, I was walking generally fast.

And then.

My phone rang...TMD.

I hate it when it's such a lovely moment and something happenst o spoill the moment.

Saw the caller ID and my jaw just dropped. Cos it was someone who has only appeared on my call list like once or twice in my entire 7 years that I've known him.

James.

Him: "OOI! Why must walk so fast??!!"

Me: "Huh?? Wah lau, u spying me from where? Starbucks again??"

Him: "Ahboden? That's my office what..Never even see me..Why walk so fast??"

Me: "Orh ok, just take it that I did wave at you lah."

Him: "Don't try to bullshit me...Ok, catch up with you again."

Me: "Bye."

And yes, I was shocked for him to have called me.

Bath Time!

Ok!

The Lazy Pig shall head for her bath! hahaha...

I am hooked on scrubbing myself with my lovely green Bodyshop body loofah...

Heee...

YIKES

Hmm...

My dark eye rings seem to be permanently plastered there..

How ah?

Hmm mm...

Heart to Heart

Communication is key.

Whether it's face to face or behind a PC screen

I'm glad in a way that XH and I had our talk this morning.

It was close to an hour long, intermittently...

Sure it was peppered with some awkward jokes to remove the tension

But yet it was quite open in a way too...

I felt strangely happy...

Cleared the air

Found out roughly what each was thinking

And well we're still...

Good friends

Kopi buddies

And cool with each other

That's what I want.

Still cool and open with each other..

Who knew we could get along?

Haa..

Metaphors

Of prunes

Of bushes

Of popsicles

Of wrinkled mini starfishes

I shan't explain.

But I wonder if I read the above 4 lines again a year later...

Will I manage to remember what they were all about??

Came up in a superb MSN conversation with XH this morning...

Hmm mm.

Ribbit Ribbit

Opps...I nearly killed a frog just now..
Went for a run after my 2-week hiatus and was raring to go...

Went on my usual route in the park and was on my second round when I saw something jump just in front of my feet...

Had to "siam" the bugger...
Really a small little thing...perhaps half the size of a char siew bao.
Totally blended in with the tarmac..Lol..

Anyway, the run felt good...Did the usual 2.4 today haha..
With a 2-min break at the 2km mark..to do some very simple stretching..

Courtesy of who?
Bro Kel of course who showed me the benefits of having some light stretching whether in the midst of a run or before or after a run... ahha...

I feel..

Jaded.

Tired.

Weak.

shucks...

I weighed myself this morning.

44kg.

Oh gawd. I lost another kg. My BMI reads as below 16.95 I think.

I really should take care of my health...

Both mental & physical...

I used to weigh 48 or 49 kg back in LHUB days.

That was 1.5 years ago...

Prayers

We went to the Loyang Dua Pek Kong Temple today after our blading lesson...
Sweet sweet Wei Hao was our chauffeur haha..

The last time I was at the temple was a year ago..on the 2nd day of CNY in 2008.
I prayed for Tai Sui last year and went back to "return" thanks...
At the same time of course, I was praying for everything to be smooth-sailing this year..

Apparently Monkeys will have good fortune in the Year of the Ox. Lucky stars seem to be shining brightly..Monkey women will have it better then Monkey men who still have to watch out for some squabbles in the workplace...

Oh well, the Year of the Rat wasn't very good for me in the later half of the year...

Really hope the Year of the Ox treats me well...

I remember telling Mr Bull last year that I like the smell of burning joss sticks and incense...He said I'm perverted haha..

But it's true! The smells of the incense were generally nice just now...
Though it got abit choking at a point in time because there were lots of people there.

We spent close to 45 minutes there I think...from burying the offerings to burning a pair of candles to placing offerings on the tables...to burning the joss sticks and then going around the 12 prayer stations...to burning the incense papers to reading our horoscopes for the year...and finally to visiting two black cows they had in the temple compounds...

May the year ahead be fruitful, happy, smooth-sailing, prosperous, healthy, cheerful and wonderful for me and my dearest ones...

Blading

Blading today was kinda stressful..
I don't know if it was because I'm in a jittery and anxious state of mind..
Or it was because I've not had blades on for the last 2 weeks.

But I'm still glad I didn't fall..hehe.
PQ fell twice or thrice today and she was cursing haa..

We went round the area today. And it was scary at times. Slopes aplenty and cracks apelnty on the pavements...

Desmond, our instructor, was asking us if we had any lunch cos we were both kinda slow and he was falling alseep ahhaha...That goondu actually sat at a bench to wait for us at one point in time...kns haha..