Tuesday, December 19, 2006

edge of a precipice

ouch.

cun believe i spent $60 over 3 occasions.
just buying beads & metal connectors & crystals.

oh well. to feed a new found hobby.
to feed my itchy fingers which need something tangible to do.

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wealth accumulation.
what a term to use.

But it sounds pretty fetching ain't it?

give me a choice and yes, i do want to accumulate wealth too.

the choice has not presented itself to me yet though. or do i need to go out to find it?
passive? proactive? which is me?

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it is odd. the forehead seems a little tender and sore.

since yesterday or was it two days ago?

the right side seems more so.

i cannot help but be paranoid. whenever something unusual happens to the head area.
or to anything connected to the head.

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it seems odd too.

that a colleague from my team texted me this afternoon.
"get online. i need to talk to you."

shoot. have i done anything wrong? did i offend this person?

and so online i went. with slight trepidation.

and became a partial listening ear to one who needed to vent a little about the job and our boss.

"i will not be here for long. i will quit soon" she said.

wow. so forthright i thought. and we are not even that close.

do i have an honest face or demeanour? why are people telling me such things?
do i seem to be a keeper of secrets? it is hard to remain objective and neutral for long.

but i will try.

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oh blimey. i have a slight rash again.

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ch is a joy to be with sometimes. neverending bubbliness.
is there such a word?
ever cheerful. once of the few who's able to smile even when she's pissed off.

brother is the other.
come to think of it. sharon too.

am i the only monkey in the company who's a grouchy one?

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ugh. rash is irritating me.
i will go bathe again. and loofah my skin off maybe.

need hot water to soothe frazzled nerves.

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