myriad of feelings..Secret

Highly recommended show...
I'm not a movie buff.
I don't even know shows are upcoming or showing till I happen to chance upon an ad or someone tells me about it...

I didn't know what the hooha was about the movie "Secret"...
Only khnew that Jay Chou was acting in it.
Dang, didn't even know that he wrote the story & he directed it as well..
His first effort.

And a mighty good one at that I must add.

Humour, romance, sadness, angst, thrill, anticipation, excitement, happiness, frustration, wonder...
So many feelings...
Captured in 100 minutes.

Great show. Very very nice...
Must watch.
Bring your tissues...for the ladies I mean...(and gents maybe? haa.)

Been a long time since I was so emotionally affected by a show...
Started to cry again when I was in his car and about to get off to go up to my flat.

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sick..
nose stuck...
cough..
sorethroat...

do you?

do you know...
my fav songs?
what i like to eat?
what I don't like to eat?

do you know...
when i cry?
when i smile?
when i laugh?

do you know...
when i'm sad?
when i'm confused?
when i'm truly happy?

do you know...
when i'm hurting?
when i'm angry?
when i'm scared?

do you know...?

of smiles...frowns and sighs...

SMILES

• Was walking along Tanjong Pagar Market yesterday when I saw an uncle...complete with wrinkles & a full head of white hair..He was happily slurping on a Cornetto...just sitting on a stone bench...under the hot sun..licking his ice-cream...the simple joys in life..
• Had my fav minced meat with salted fish rice today...interesting lunch discussion on gays & their fav hangout places in SG...and of course, we touched on boss and his preferences..
• Had a bonding time with myself..dinner alone was at Don Bistro at Tanglin Mall..lovely soba with lovely tempura...45mins of simple indulgence..food, great company (IS magazine) & well...nice quiet atmosphere.. ahha..Tanglin Mall..quietest shopping centre in SG I think...
• Had a 10 minute gossip session with Chloe tonight while having my dinner...=) haha..after a year...we still have not gotten over gossipping over a certain someone.. ahha...
• Completed 2nd round with govt agency 2...

FROWNS

• Waiting for my bus at tampines interchange just now...young kid finished eating his sotong ball and then threw his old chang kee plastic bag on the ground...his mother didn't scold...neither did she pick the bag up to throw...*rolls eyes*

SIGHS

• govt agency 1 still no news...
• It has started? one of the managers in the office..Christian of course..asked if I wanted to go church with her this Sunday...macham replay of 3 years ago whe Jen was trying to get me to go.. haha...
• Not doing too good..sore throat, cough..head heavy but no fever...

tmd. hate the feeling of being played out.

I think I have the face of a civil servant?

Govt Agency 1 (GA1) called me yesterday to see if I am still interested in the job. Told me that they are still considering a few applicants for that single post...Will call me again for a 2nd round if they think I am suitable.

Govt Agency 2 (GA2) called me this afternoon. Reaction from them seems quite fast. Monday 1st round. Today call me...2nd round on Friday.

Am more keen on GA1 though...

Hmm mm..GA2 seems abit fishy..haha industry talk about them doesn't seem to be that positive...

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There is a common industry term used in the recruitment industry.
CRO
Which means...'Candidate Reject Offer" i.e. candidate originally seemed keen...but bail out in the last min.

TMD. I am not even a recruitment consultant.
But I just got an SMS. Someone just CRO-ed me.

This is worse than CRO. Turned up today. My telemarketer. 1st day of work.
Halfway through the day. Stomachache. Went home.

*bad feeling about how it'll turn out*

Then now at 11pm. Just SMS-ed me.
I hate such things. KNN sibei xian.

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My company song. "If We Hold On Together" by Diana Ross.

Spent this morning finding Diana Ross's version. Downloading it & then burning onto a CD.

Was a DJ during the company lunch..boss giving speech...I was looping this song..had to control volume...kaozzz....imagine one single song..played throughout a 20-30min interval.
And now the song's running through my head...running & running & running haha..

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Just a single SMS is enough to spoil my night.
gosh...so easily affected.

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Can anyone tell me...
If I open a bottle of Vodka...but it's only 1/3 consumed...
Kept it for at least half a year or maybe more....but not in the fridge..just in a cupboard...

um...it won't spoil or anything right? errr....hmm mmm....
it's still drinkable now right??

zzz

Just read my email...*SULK*
Ee Hong is going overseas to work as well!!!!!!!!
China........


bleah bleah bleah.....


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hearsay there'll be a condo built next to my work-in-progress flat.
hmm mm...dunno how true...

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Give me a blank piece of paper and I can pen down my thoughts like a flowing river.
Give me 45 mins and I can write anything & everything...

Give me an essay question with a 2 parts...
Plonk me down in front of a PC...
Ask me to type and say you'll come back 45 mins later so I hand up my work in a thumb drive...

And well..my mind will be a blank...

Gosh...dunno what the hell I was typing this evening...hahaa..
45 mins essay test at another government agency..in the orchard district...
I was put in the library section..In a not so remote corner...where sometimes others will pass by...
Given a thumb drive...given a 2-part question...and was then left alone...

hahaa....think I was writing whatever nonsense that came into my mind! haa..

Hope govt agency 1 will call me still....
If they don't call...then well....hpe this govt agency 2 will call.....

*cross fingers*

......

The Chinese Zodiac

12 animals

Rat, Ox, Tiger, Rabbit, Dragon, Snake, Horse, Goat, Monkey, Rooster, Dog, Pig

He is a Fire Dragon.

Brave, Loyal, Strong.

While....I am...

I am a Metal Monkey.

Corny, Impish, Restless.

Enough Said.

Spot the Right Animal...

It's tough being a Monkey.

Don't they have nicer chimps on the Net????

of sighs and...more sighs...

Everyone seems to be going overseas...
Latest is that Selin is going over to Wuxi, China with her husband who got a job posting there...

Been quite a merry-go-round for them...
Met hubby in Australia. Hubby is from KL. Held weddings in both SG & KL.
She just went over to KL and he just got the offer to go China.
So now both are relocting over there...should be within the next few months...

Gosh...my friends are all disappearing overseas....
London, Australia, China, Indonesia, US...

Sigh...

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braces - the in thing nowadays...
makes me feel darn conscious of my crooked tooth.
just got a comment again a few days ago..that maybe i should go try it out..

sigh...

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visited gran this evening.
called me celine again.

in no way do i resemble celine, an elder cousin of mine.
i stayed with my gran for 27 years.
last week she called me celine. this week she called me celine again.
my heart definitely doesn't feel good.

sigh...

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just finished watching Blood Diamond.
the bloodshed, the tears, the screams, the death, the carnage
the angst, the desperation, the upheaveals, the betrayals, the hopelessness

sigh....

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ahboy doesn't want to watch the simpsons.

sigh...

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the govt agency didn't call me on friday..
doesn this mean no hope??

sigh...

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sunday night blues...don't wish to go to work tomorrow...
the travel itch has started again...it's been 3 months since my last trip...
doubt i can go anywhere till the end of the year maybe?

sigh...

welcome...

to my little domain.
to the little cosy place i call my haven.

to the little place i retreat to at the end of the day.

view #1: you can see my wardrobe..my messy bed with its pink heart-shaped cushion..my display shelf full of soft toys...my shelf full of books & CDs & other knick-knacks..and oh yah..on the wall...there's my convocation photo...taken like 4-5 years ago man..kaozz..

view #2: my ummm...air-con at the top.. ahha...my curtains, my messy table, my drawers, my chair with my pink cushion! say hi to my mirror, my hi-fi..and to the little brown monkey sprawled over my table lamp...

view #3: oh well..close-up of my shelf...haha..some of the toys are as old as me..eg, donald duck & mickey mouse & pink panther..the word "Michelle" in pink & red on the upper shelf...was done by my maid about 16-17 years ago?? 3 little metal framed pics of me & ahboy sititng in the bottom groove of the shelf on the left side haha...

view #4: finally...close-up of the shelf below the soft toys...with some (not all) of my books & CDs...more toys, more pics & well...more junk...the Precious Moments letters that spell my name were from Red Biscuit..my bday present from him for my 22nd bday...gosh..quite a few years ago already..

Nice company...nice dinner...nice night...

Enough said...

5 of us...the very same gang who were there at the very same 5 months ago on 6th Feb..
Jenice, Chloe, Glenn, Kok & I were there at Brazil Churascarria (is it spelt this way??) at Sixth Avenue again for dinner just now..

This time round..my stomach wasn't "spoilt" haha...could gorge on the ham & veggies...
Lovely time gossipping....

Lovely time laughing away...

Lovely time catching up...actually we didn't really catch up did we? ahhaaa..LOL...

Lovely time talking rot...

Oh well..Lovely Time.. ahha..

glenn & me..in the cab there...

one of our table's floral centrepieces...

jenice & me flashing our pearly whites..!

my almost full plate...love the greens...they had mango salad this time round...too sour though..and they had ladies fingers this time round too!! lovely.. ahaha..

me with ah kok! gosh..."butt tear".. private joke amongst the 5of us...that which made kok smile so hugely in this pic.. ahha..

glenn, me & chloe...my face & head looks smaller here! hahaa...

friendships...

How do you tell someone.
That you do not wish to meet up with him for a meal.
That you wish to just keep things as it is. i.e. only the very occassional SMS & the online chat.
That the previous time you had a meal with him put you off so bad that 6 months later, you still don't want to meet up with him.
That the friendship is still ok when it's behind a virtual screen.
But that when you pull that screen off an come face-to-face in real life, it just changes so drastically.

At this point,
I am ok if things are kept at a distance.
I am ok if the friendship, the care, the concerns are communicated via technological means.
But a meal?
Nah, I am still not keen on the idea.
Yeah, 6 months later, somehow the distaste is still there..

So how to say all this to someone?

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I got criticized by a 31? 32?...aiyah.. a-guy-in-his-early-30s...this afternoon.

He was miffed and said that I didn't put in the effort to contact him.
That I didn't bother with him.

Coming from a guy..who just got married a few months back and who's gonna be a dad in 7 months time...
Sigh..maybe he's pissed with me that I didn't attend his wedding..

And to think that actually, we aren't really that oh-so-close after all...How many times do we see each other in a year? Got to know him in NTUC...and for the past 3 years, I think I've only met up with him like 5-6 times max?
Out of which 2 were coincidental meetings in the street. And the rest of the time was for work...

Sigh...so many friends...so little time.
How am I supposed to go stroke each person & pay close attention to each relationship all the time??

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It's weird sometimes.
When friendships turn out as such...
One party wanting to maintain & nurture it more than the other party..

*pouts*

midweek musings

Oh no!!! The bottle of honey coated macademia nuts I bought on Saturday from Taka...
Is finishing!!! AAHHH....=(

Tastes very nice...Camel Brand...Honey Macademia...
Everyday I pop a few...Try to ration...but even with rationing..hmm mm...it seems to be finishing..left only a few...bleah..

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Sunday night wedding.. haha...was abit awkward...
Not the wedding itself lah...but maybe cos it's been a loooong time since I've seen/talked to some of the people I'm sitting with...
Or maybe cos I was tired and was a bit withdrawn for that night...

Nevertheless.. haha..it was kinda interesting to see Tazzee without specs in his wedding photos haha..LOL...
But him & his everlasting grin blew the night away...and his blushing bride of cos haha...

Ok yah, the best dish of the night...I think...was the brocolli.. hahahaa... LOL & the duck with mango...

p/s: Taz, I think the chopsticks are kinda cute lah...make sure they compensate you for giving the wrong wedding favours yah...ICB date will jio you again...Also don't know when the next one will be...

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There's a baby lizard living in my room now..I've seen it crawling along my walls a few times over the past few nights...
Makes me wonder...what do these reptilian creatures actually eat to make them survive..

I mean, what other possible yummy living creatures can there be in MY ROOM to sustain
them?? bed bugs? mozzies? spiders??

*shudders*
Ok, I shan't go into this train of thought....

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Boss not happy this morning...
Spoke to him on the phone for 8 mins and out of that 5 mins he was rattling away.

Caught in between him and a vendor...bleah...

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Ahboy's been upset about work issues...for the past few days or a week at least..Sigh...
Messaged me that he was presented with a new load of shit after we parted after our dinner just now...when he went back to office...

Feeling abit helpless when I can't do much except to maintain a cheerful face for him..

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Met up with James yesterday...My ex-ex-boss..from 5 years ago at least haha...

He's fatter! haha..Must have been nurturing the tow kay look...
Sitting in his office, hardly moving & growing fat. haha...ok lah, not growing fat but growing fatter..Made fun of him..hehe

Made me go up to his office in Suntec Tower 2 to look for him. I initially asked him to come down for a cuppa and he refused. Asked me to walk more so I could firm my butt muscles....dumbo.

Later on, a conversation in the office went this way...

Me: I know why you're putting on weight liao!!!
Him: *showed a xian face that said 'try me with a smart quip'*
Me: Of cos lah!! Everyday sit here, do nothing but stare at PC. Ask you to go downstairs for a drink also don't want!! No wonder getting fatter lah!!
Him: Ok lah ok lah!! Go down for a drink lah!! Come let's go!!

hahaaa...so that did the trick...men & their egos... ahha...
And so off we went for a quick cup of tea at Starbucks...

Some catch-up, some gossip...
And as usual more ribbings from him about my still-single-but-unavailable status...i.e. attached but not married.
Showed him my ring and that shut him up. For awhile at least.

Till he saw my pic of ahboy & me in my wallet....Said ahboy looks younger than me.
*Pui pui pui* TMD..
That guy is 4 yrs older ok. Get that into all your heads....
*sobs* I know I look older than my age...but don't rub it in can????
Bleah..

p/s: to the lady in the know..hahaa...abit corny lah, but I can think of another reason why he's putting on....hehehe...;p

my tuesday...

me = mind blank.

now = munching on macademia nuts, honey coated.

situation = on "MC" at home. went for interview just now. *fingers crossed*

soon = gonna cook dinner..still alone at home...

miss = baby sweets..spoke for a few minutes just now

tonight = watch TV! new 9pm show on channel 8...and of cos do french homework

tomorrow = back to work..*yawn*

thursday = back to work..*yawn*

friday = meeting up with some others...steady...and I am curious if that person looks tired out.. ahaha...

friday night...

gosh...updating CV is serious business man...

gotta find the correct term..
gotta find the correct adjective...
gotta balance the "real" factor with the "reel" factor.. haha

think I've done my best...

gotta go zap some copies of my certs tmr...
preparation for tuesday....

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Daniel Cheong's last day today...=(
He's one of the nicer ones whom I can click with..and whom I feel comfy with...

He gave me a bookmark...Text on it is as follows:

Michelle

Godliness

Godliness is profitable unto all things, having promises of the life that now is, and of that which is to come.

1 Timothy 4:8

Call me Goddess Sardonica from now on.. hahaha

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Had a very nice bowl of sliced fish mee sua soup today for lunch...
At BestWay Building...where TV12 is based at...

aw man...i am gonna have again that the next time I go there again.. ahha

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celia gave me a dare...asked me to start a sex blog. haha..
let's just say...i didn't take it up...but for reasons that maybe I will neglect to mention here...hahaha...

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visiting gran tmr...

i started crocheting a pouch for her..way before the fiasco & quarrels started at home about sending her in...
bleah...haven't had much time to continue with it on a consistent basis...
it's still there...a few stitches day by day...hope to get it done soon though...

think at least it'll bring her some more smiles...=)

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On a spur of the moment...I went to visit IPAM today...thought I could see Zenne but she left early...it was almost 7pm at that time...
Only managed to see Nuraini.. haha...

Walked into the office like as if I was yet another LHUB staff... hahhaa LOL...basically strolled right in...went straight to an empty desk and sat myself down...haha....like as if I was a staff there...hiakzzzz....
And made alot of noise with Nuraini...haha...some of the guy temps were looking at me...think they were wondering who this mad lady was.. haha...

Gosh..I miss speaking Malay to someone....
I don't even speak Malay to my parents...just the occassional word here and there...
Haha..it was nice talking to Nur in Malay...of cos broken Malay lah...peppered with English here and there.. ahha

Left Zenne a love note plastered to her PC monitor.. haha...Hope she'll get a nice surprise on Monday morning when she comes in...=)
Been our tradition to leave each other notes if one is not around at her desk when the other party comes to visit..

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cooked dinner just now for myself...
spent a nice quiet friday at home alone..happening parents were out at karaoke or some dance session again...

and so it was to be pasta & salad for dinner....
chopped a huge bowl of lettuce & celery...opened the fridge to get the salad sauce....
something made me check the expiry date...
TMD...expired in June...

had to throw the thing away...and well....stuck with abowl of fresh lettuce & celery...but no sauce!!
Bopian...made soup instead.. haha...

overall still a healthy dinner....=)))))

takeshi kaneshiro...aniki jin...jin cheng wu..

*slurp slurp slurp*

*slurp slurp slurp slurp*

*slurp slurp slurp slurp slurp*

SWOON
pure gorgeousness

hahaa..

ahboy will understand...

morning rantings of a berserk ladybird...

July 18th!

38 months & counting!

hee...*swoons*

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freezing in office...looks like it's gonna rain..

physical condition now = C.O.L.D. I am wrapped in a jacket...but my colleague has just turned on a fan to blow it directly at herself...Gosh!!

Tummy is still spoilt as well. Mouth itchy but tummy is feeling bloated. "Big auntie" is still gushing.

mood now = slightly bored, happy, in la-la land, abit tired though..slightly "cuckoo", just looking forward to 6pm and a well-deserved rest at home tonight.

cravings now = chicken pie from M Hotel, BBQ chicken bulgogi from Amara foodcourt, apple-orange juice....and my sweetie...

colour now = am in black top, grey skirt...funny..so dark n drab yet my mood is alright...was in beige and yellow yesterday but I started yesterday with lots of frowns and curses...haha...

wishes now = world peace & the cessation of global warming. HAHHAHaa...and of course being the bimbotic me...I would like more bags, more shoes, more clothes, more $$....and I would like a cactus I could call my own. Hope the almanac for 2008 comes out fast too..

listening now = to Jay Chou live in concert...BEST...head's bobbing up and down..heck if I look dumb...wootz!

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ok, back to work..tata for now...

blur toad

Dumb. Bought a nice bracelet just now at BHG...the ex-Seiyu in Bugis..
Came home...Turned out to be an anklet...
Goes to show how tired I am..haha..

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After 2 weeks of frenzied eating...the down cycle has come again...
Stomach spoil today after lunch...

Apart from feeling nauseous...I also had palpitations & felt breathless...gosh..
It's either I am tired...or there was too much MSG in the meal I had this afternoon..
Bleah..

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Yet another tender in LHUB...this makes in number errrr....24 since Jan this year??

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Weird. Really weird.

I applied for a post in a government agency 4 months ago.
They just called me back today.
It's like as if they heard my silent call for a new job.

Interview's next Tuesday....And I've been given a bloody long interview questionnaire to fill up & write...tmd..

Gonna head for a quick bath now and then go do that up.
And they're asking for a gazillion photocopies from me...
What the...#$%$#.. from sec sch to uni..they want everything...
Testimonials..ECAs, transcripts...
Payslips...even the originals for verification....

Gah-ment.
bopian.

*grumbles*

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Had a quick discussion with Adrian just now.
Each will chip in $200 each month..for Gran's nursing home fees...
Mum & Dad another $250. So that makes it $650 contribution from our side.
Aunt's side will take another $600.

And that makes it a total of $1250 a month...

$200...on top of that which I give them every month...I can see my $ fluttering away in the wind...
Aiyoh..forgot about the monthly contributions for our flat...I can see more dollar signs fluttering away...

Sigh..to work for $$...doing this is easy...
Or to make $$ work for you...this is easier said than done though.

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Last minute activation by Peiqi just now...rushed home for dinner..then rushed out to meet her at Tampines Mall...
Aunt agony...this time round mutual...though she took the bulk of it.. ahha

Friendships...can be so brittle...can be so strong...depend on how you care for it...

If you take care of a metal rod and lubricate it with a coat of protective oil...it serves you well enough and gives you the strength it has....
Leave it to rust in the open and when you finally try to use it...it disintegrates beneath your hands...

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Weekdays have been tough lately...
Daytime fed-up at work.

Night time fed-up with finding work.. haha...

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Tired.
To bed I go.

swim swim swim

Went for a swim yesterday...

Cleared 20 laps. Not continuously of course.. haha...achievement for the week...

I think this is the only "sport" that I enjoy the most...since I can't run for nuts..haha..

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butterfly kisses

flutter flutter flutter

by popular demand..

Guess I've never been really been a camera or a photo-taking person.

Cos I think I suck in photos.. haha..And I think some dumbo commented on my vampire teeth and my little front crooked tooth when I was in secondary school..all the more I didn't like taking photos.. haha...

Anyway, by some request..which I thought I'd pander to in my own little way...

Here are 3 pics..to give credit to some of the people whom I've mentioned sometimes in my blog...

This here is part of the Duckie girls group...talen in March at Hilton Hotel. Ginger was late so she didn't get to be in this pic. The bride is of course Ee Hong. A super garang lady..ultra tomboy except on her big day....=p She's always been like one of the boys...

From left. Selin...a la Jolin Tsai in this pic..super warm, bubbly, cute little lady...older than me by a year though.. haha..married & currently stayig in KL with her husband..sigh..don't know when she's coming back...

Followed by Tricia..one who holds the greatest potential in the group to be a full-fledged tai tai...Only thing left is to find her other half. Super super high expectations of how her other half should be though..same age as me! And the only other Marketing person who survived in ducktours for more than um...3 months was it? Can't remember..

Angeline is the one on the right. My intern for about 6 months. Currently in NIE. Half the time she's MIA for our gatherings though aha...

This here's the ex-colleagues..some of whom have given me many a happy day...=) And soem of whom I spent 3.5 yrs with in LHUB. Taken in Phuket during our company retrat in March.

Starting from the back. From left. Alvin aka Mac..my little bro..from the Facilities team. Followed by Devin aka Ah San who's been mentioned many a time in my blog...whether directly or indirectly..haha. Am um..ok, that's me in my ultre nerdy specs..

Front row in blue shirt. Lawrence. How should I say this? He is indirectly me & ahboy's matchmaker! haha..not sure if I have said it before.. but he knew ahboy's sis..she was his tutor last time...and so he recommended ahboy to LHUB when he heard he was looking out for a job...and the rest is history....ahaa...

2nd guy on the right of Lawrence with his face partially hidden...is of course..my dear Ah Kok. haha...the uncle who has brought me many smiles & laughter during my years in LHUB...good brother of Devin..

And lastly..my most recent picture...from just this Friday past. Taken where? At Ice Cold Beer of course...

Pic taken in black./white on purpose.. ahha cos we both looked better.. ahhaa...Think some of you would already know who this is...Xingli of course...Kym wasn't in the picture...he was busy taking the pic for us..=p

She's embarking on a new journey...as a PFC in StandChart...good for her...something new...

staccato thoughts again

Went to visit Gran this afternoon after lunch. Was there for about 2 hours.

It's the first time I've been to the nursing home. Though I find the living quarters a little cramped, it's quite clean and "sanitised" on the whole. There's a lounge area where a TV was blaring out some Channel 8 drama show.

Spartan furnishings. Though what can you expect? It's not a Holiday Inn for sure.
The whole area's air-conditioned, so that's a good thing. Quite a number of staff nurses around so that's good too. Only thing is that 90% of them are foreigners, either malay or indian or filipino...

They feed the residents there very often. haha...Breakfast is 7-plus in the morning...lunch is at 1130am. Teabreak is at 2pm...Dinner is at 430-5pm...and then supper is at 730pm. Lights off at 8-plus....For those who can't sleep...there's always the TV in the lounge room.

The room Gran is in has 7 other ladies...a good group I should say..there's 2 or 3 of them who are in their 90s too. But extremely sprightly and vivacious for their age...saw some pics of them dancing & singing karaoke during some festive celebrations previously.
Spoke to 2 of them just now and they're really healthy, happy & pretty enthusiastic & active for their age.

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French is killing me.
Ever since Shenaz took our class for Beginner term 4, it's been a stressful time every Saturday..

Speaking in rapid-fire french doesn't help. Damn, shouldn't have skipped class last week. Mistake. She touched on a portion of grammar which turned out to be a killer.
Yesterday's class was an absolute blur to me.

The only consolation is that Eric was almost equally blur...haha and he was in class last week.

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Am re-writing my CV to give it more meat and a greater "sell"factor.
I think it was last week...sometime mid-week when I made up my mind to re-do my CV...and start looking around again.

Dad called me a "quitter"...but oh well. No point staying on in a place which will not really help me grow...right?

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Back aching.
Thighs aching.
Neck aching.

I am regularly late. So is that considered regular or late?
I think being regularly late in my cycle is okay...yeah? hmm mm... hahaa...

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Finally got down to using my Lee Hwa vouchers last night..
Am the owner of a new pendant...

To be frank...gosh..don't really enjoy the experience of buying jewellery...
Firstly, I am not one who knows how to appreciate diamonds, white gold, gold..purple gold or what have you.
Secondly, I hate the fact that a salesperson will attach his or herself to you and yak on and on and on...I am a loner and prefer to be left alone.
Thirdly, I don't understand why must a person pay so much $$ for something so small. hahaaa...

Am I a woman? Dunno leh...just don't know how to appreciate.. ahha

But I love my ring lah.. hheheee....=p