*sulk*

Been a long while since I last felt this way.
Not even during our big quarrel last year. I felt helpless then but it was only for a few days.
I am feeling helpless, distracted, unsure for the longest time now.

Like I'm in a mild depression.
Little things make me emotional. Little things make me tear.
Mind & heart is not at peace at all.

Even when I went to the temple to pray on Saturday..I kept getting distracted..
The peace I felt whenever I am in a temple just wasn't there on Saturday...
Rather it was there but obscured by the clouds in my mind...

Am gonna switch it all off.
Fart it off, shit it off, laugh it off, sleep it off, burp it off.

*sulk*