I must have said "fuck" a million times over in my heart.
I struggled with Alyssa for close to 3hours. She just WOULD NOT sleep. Carried, rocked, swung and swayed to no avail. She would doze off in my arms and stay that way when I put her down in her cot. Only to wake after 2 or 3 mins. It was really eating into my patience.
And then the heavy rain came. It woke Nadya up and frightened her. She wanted me. I had to abandon Alyssa to the helper and console Nadya instead.
Going by the sound of the rain and the thunder accompanying it, I'd probably need to bunk in Nadya's room tonight.
It's 1am now.
Did not manage to nap much today.
I am tired. Very tired.
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