Tuesday, November 15, 2016

Low Night

Felt like the crappiest, shittiest and most incompetent mother in the whole world last night.

We missed attending Nadya's ballet mini showcase and parent-teacher conference with her ballet teacher in school.

Simply because I'd missed seeing the email notification.

And we only found out about it last night when her friend's parents noticed we were not there and kindly sent us numerous videos of the event.

Guilty like fuck.
And felt absolutely absolutely bad.

I was beating myself up over it and I couldn't sleep till 1am.

Sigh.

Anyway, told myself to move on and strive to be a better mum.

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dates....

days....

lists...

to do...



to plan....

to buy.... ..... ....

to think through .....

to remember....

daughter/ wife/ mother/ sister/ daughter-in-law/ colleague/ friend/ team leader/ personal assistant/ menu planner/ events planner/ administrator/ toilet attendant/ sleeping assistant/ hug dispenser/ jukebox/ employer/ baby carrier/ ...... ...... ...... ......

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