Lemme paint this analogy.
Let's say you're building a skyscraper...
You dredge up the ground, you pile it, you pack the foundation..
Then you start building the 1st floor and the next and the next...
Then you suddenly realise.
Damn! The foundation's not stable cos cracks are showing..
You scramble to salvage the situation and hire more people to patch up the foundation...
Things work and so you continue stacking storeys to the structure...
You have 3 teams.
One below to patch up the foundation under the increasing weight of the additional storeys.
Another at the top to continue stacking up the storeys..
And there's the middle team..who's job is well..to support the other two teams, whilst beautifying the structure of the building...
Things start getting heavier on top..
And those at the bottom scramble more..day and night..to no avail...
The building seems structurally unsound..
Almost as if with a light touch..it can come crashing down...
Don't know if I am making any sense...
But is the company expanding too fast?
Just thinking aloud....
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shit. I have not run for almost 2 weeks.
shit. I have not swum for almost 2 weeks.
shit. sports challenge day is coming on the 28th.
shit.
shit.
shit.
like that how? hahaha...
hope I can wake up on Saturday morn to go swim at least...
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Am happy in a way...
Steamboat on Saturday is going ahead as planned.
Have gotten the neccessaary food...heh, sausages, the whatever balls, tofu, vege, fish, chicken, and how can i forget my crabsticks!!
Gonna kope the rest from home...heh...
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Great! Monday night's dinner with Duckie gals is confirmed...
Not too sure where we are heading though..
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It's our 2nd year anni today.
Just like any other plain day...
Oh yah. Went for dinner at TCC Boat Quay.
Teriyaki salmon was....shee-O-k!
Moodless...tiredness and a sulky mood is taking its toll on me.
My eye rings are getting darker again..
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Was chatting on MSN...and this came up...
Leave the worries to tomorrow, for there are already enough today
But ain't that akin to sweeping the dust under the carpet....only to discover it another day again?
Sounds familiar gal?
And ya, your lang smothers me man...as my jaw hangs agape in awe...
*kowtows to Ms Linguist*
Thursday, May 18, 2006
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
*hangs head down* hehe....
Errr....me is guilty girl..very very guilty girl today...
Jioed Ah Kok yesterday for lunch today and we set it at 12pm...
Then I was rushing through my things like a mad cow for the whole day....and errr.....totally forgot about our lunch date...
I had to attend to a client at 1pm and I still didn't realise that I forgot about our lunch date...
Sherine offered to dabao lunch for me and I readily agreed...
And then 2pm...finally settled down back at my place...and Ah Lian told me Ah Kok looked for me just now...
And my heart dropped into my stomach!!!
AAHHHHH!!!!!
Shit man...and he still had not eaten...shit...
Damn guilty... =(((
Ah Kok!!....minta maaf yah...
Saya janji....lain hari saya belanja awak pergi makan shiok shiok makanan ok!
Steeeeaaaadddddyyyyyyyy!!!!!! =))) =D
Esok nak tak?
Kita pergi Tiong bahru sana makan Thai atau Jepun punya makanan?
heee....eee....
My Malay betul ke salah? hahaha...never mind...you faham can oredi!!!
Jioed Ah Kok yesterday for lunch today and we set it at 12pm...
Then I was rushing through my things like a mad cow for the whole day....and errr.....totally forgot about our lunch date...
I had to attend to a client at 1pm and I still didn't realise that I forgot about our lunch date...
Sherine offered to dabao lunch for me and I readily agreed...
And then 2pm...finally settled down back at my place...and Ah Lian told me Ah Kok looked for me just now...
And my heart dropped into my stomach!!!
AAHHHHH!!!!!
Shit man...and he still had not eaten...shit...
Damn guilty... =(((
Ah Kok!!....minta maaf yah...
Saya janji....lain hari saya belanja awak pergi makan shiok shiok makanan ok!
Steeeeaaaadddddyyyyyyyy!!!!!! =))) =D
Esok nak tak?
Kita pergi Tiong bahru sana makan Thai atau Jepun punya makanan?
heee....eee....
My Malay betul ke salah? hahaha...never mind...you faham can oredi!!!
damn..gonna get sacked! blogging during office!
Do we always have to answer to others? I don't think so.
A colleague has said that my mood swings are quite apparent recently. Asked me to control...well...I was pissed and frustrated cos of work...and my take is...as long as I'm not throwing tantrums or throwing/slamming things around, I don't see why I should put a cap my emotions.
I am not disturbing anyone am I? I'm just sitting quietly in my own corner doing my stuff...And unlike some others, I don't start screaming around in office. Period.
I admit I am a person who finds it hard to mask her emotions. If I 'm happy, I'm happy. If I'm sad, I'm sad. If I'm pissed, I'm pissed. There you have it, it's written all over my face. Like it or not...well...that's me...
XP shared this with me...at the end of the day, he throws all his unhappy thoughts/images into the rubbish bin and chucks it one side...
Enigma shared this with me...At the end of hte day, I die. When I wake in the morn, I am reborn...(Mahatma Ghandi said this...)
How do you cast aside your emotional baggage at the end of each day?
Care to enlighten me? hmm.....
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Contrary to what some people think.
I am a melancholic person prone to ocassional bouts of whackiness....
Rather than a cheerful girl prone to occassional bouts of melancholia....
haha.....
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Why are the English papers and Chinese papers so different from each other?
English paper = stoic, plain....so serious....
Chinese paper = colourful with happy colours like fuschia, cyan, lime green, yellow...
A colleague has said that my mood swings are quite apparent recently. Asked me to control...well...I was pissed and frustrated cos of work...and my take is...as long as I'm not throwing tantrums or throwing/slamming things around, I don't see why I should put a cap my emotions.
I am not disturbing anyone am I? I'm just sitting quietly in my own corner doing my stuff...And unlike some others, I don't start screaming around in office. Period.
I admit I am a person who finds it hard to mask her emotions. If I 'm happy, I'm happy. If I'm sad, I'm sad. If I'm pissed, I'm pissed. There you have it, it's written all over my face. Like it or not...well...that's me...
XP shared this with me...at the end of the day, he throws all his unhappy thoughts/images into the rubbish bin and chucks it one side...
Enigma shared this with me...At the end of hte day, I die. When I wake in the morn, I am reborn...(Mahatma Ghandi said this...)
How do you cast aside your emotional baggage at the end of each day?
Care to enlighten me? hmm.....
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Contrary to what some people think.
I am a melancholic person prone to ocassional bouts of whackiness....
Rather than a cheerful girl prone to occassional bouts of melancholia....
haha.....
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Why are the English papers and Chinese papers so different from each other?
English paper = stoic, plain....so serious....
Chinese paper = colourful with happy colours like fuschia, cyan, lime green, yellow...
Monday, May 15, 2006
sigh.....
sigh...so much so for the hoots and the woots...
Just spoke to him...got a last minute invite to brother cheo's daughter's one-month celebration...
Might have to postpone our steamboat thingy...
And I am not for the idea of next Saturday...since Sunday there's the biathlon...
=(
Just spoke to him...got a last minute invite to brother cheo's daughter's one-month celebration...
Might have to postpone our steamboat thingy...
And I am not for the idea of next Saturday...since Sunday there's the biathlon...
=(
musings on a groggy monday night....
Have this feeling in about 2 weeks' time, my stomach's gonna spoil again...
Hahaha...appetite's been too good lately..gorging on snacks and other junk.
Think it's been overworked...=p
Had laksa today..woot woot woot!!! yummy...
Wonder what to have for makan tomorrow...hehee...
Oredi jio Ah Kok for our lunch rendezvous...
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NB.
Was walking towards the interchange from the MRT...kena jabbed on the foot by a blur dad carrying his toddler daughter...
Dunno what the hell he was doing. Walking along and he suddenly jambraked and swung around in front of me...
My poor right little baby toe...already deformed and scarred by blisters...now aching also...
Deformed scarred aching little baby toe...
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I think it takes effort to be a person with a big and forgiving heart and a cool head...
Gosh..it's so easy to be judgemental..so easy to be a whiny complaing bitch...
Guess that's why I always admire people with patience and the ability to be cool and calm always and well...to treat all equally...
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Am looking forward to Saturday...
Me and ahboy's mini steamboat session!! yay! hahaha...
By the beach...in the wise words of Ah Kok
Steeeeaaaaddddddyyyyyyyy!!!
Counting down to Thursday too...=))
18th May 2006.
Special day!
Hahaha...appetite's been too good lately..gorging on snacks and other junk.
Think it's been overworked...=p
Had laksa today..woot woot woot!!! yummy...
Wonder what to have for makan tomorrow...hehee...
Oredi jio Ah Kok for our lunch rendezvous...
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NB.
Was walking towards the interchange from the MRT...kena jabbed on the foot by a blur dad carrying his toddler daughter...
Dunno what the hell he was doing. Walking along and he suddenly jambraked and swung around in front of me...
My poor right little baby toe...already deformed and scarred by blisters...now aching also...
Deformed scarred aching little baby toe...
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I think it takes effort to be a person with a big and forgiving heart and a cool head...
Gosh..it's so easy to be judgemental..so easy to be a whiny complaing bitch...
Guess that's why I always admire people with patience and the ability to be cool and calm always and well...to treat all equally...
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Am looking forward to Saturday...
Me and ahboy's mini steamboat session!! yay! hahaha...
By the beach...in the wise words of Ah Kok
Steeeeaaaaddddddyyyyyyyy!!!
Counting down to Thursday too...=))
18th May 2006.
Special day!
Sunday, May 14, 2006
munch gobble chomp *burp*
Been eating and snacking like nobody's business over the past week...
Cashew nuts, pocky, collon, potato chips...
Heavy lunch, heavy dinner...
Macham payback time after suffering from a spoilt stomach for the past 1.5 - 2 months haa...
BUT!!!!
I must remind myself....
MODERATION.....is key....
Yeah baby...shan't over do things..haa...
*reaches out for more cashew nuts*
*gulps down yet another glass of milk*
*throws away the empty pack of choc biscuits*
Tsk Tsk...
I'm apalled at myself...and I just finished lunch at 1215pm...
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Received a confirmed invite from the Choy family to join them for their Japan trip...
Hmm...this is tough...
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Miss my baby...
haha...the goondu went for a botched hair cut...stylist cut too short...
Looks like a small boy now..macham crew cut...
Equivalent to Botox of 10 years man..haha.....
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ok, Korean Drama time!
Kim Rae Won!!
Cashew nuts, pocky, collon, potato chips...
Heavy lunch, heavy dinner...
Macham payback time after suffering from a spoilt stomach for the past 1.5 - 2 months haa...
BUT!!!!
I must remind myself....
MODERATION.....is key....
Yeah baby...shan't over do things..haa...
*reaches out for more cashew nuts*
*gulps down yet another glass of milk*
*throws away the empty pack of choc biscuits*
Tsk Tsk...
I'm apalled at myself...and I just finished lunch at 1215pm...
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Received a confirmed invite from the Choy family to join them for their Japan trip...
Hmm...this is tough...
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Miss my baby...
haha...the goondu went for a botched hair cut...stylist cut too short...
Looks like a small boy now..macham crew cut...
Equivalent to Botox of 10 years man..haha.....
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ok, Korean Drama time!
Kim Rae Won!!
body fats...
Finally did my body fat analysis on Friday afternoon at Contours Express..
On the 18th floor of IP.
WOOHOO!! hahaha...I garnered the best results amongst the rest of the girls man! hahha...
Some general facts..good body fat percentage for females would be 15% - 20%.
Fair = 20% - 26%.
26% & above = you gotta do something about it...
Average water composition for women should be about 55% - 60%.
I got 25.3% for body fat and 56% for water composition...
Yay!! Both in the ok category...haa...
The rest of the girls...had their water compositions ranging from 50% to 53%?
And body fat ranging from 31% to 36%...thought quite funny lah...
Ah lian looks damn thin but her body fat percentage is like 34%?
Anyway, me happy! hahha...=)))
Maintain maintain.....cannot get too slack..
On the 18th floor of IP.
WOOHOO!! hahaha...I garnered the best results amongst the rest of the girls man! hahha...
Some general facts..good body fat percentage for females would be 15% - 20%.
Fair = 20% - 26%.
26% & above = you gotta do something about it...
Average water composition for women should be about 55% - 60%.
I got 25.3% for body fat and 56% for water composition...
Yay!! Both in the ok category...haa...
The rest of the girls...had their water compositions ranging from 50% to 53%?
And body fat ranging from 31% to 36%...thought quite funny lah...
Ah lian looks damn thin but her body fat percentage is like 34%?
Anyway, me happy! hahha...=)))
Maintain maintain.....cannot get too slack..
Ministry of Sound!
Finally...this mountain tortoise has stepped foot into MOS...haa..Went there on Thursday night...
And was given a grand tour by one of the waiters...errr...waitress? errr..butch lah..heh....but a very nice girl...
Brought us into all the VIP l;ounges and the members' rooms...steady..woot woot!
5 main thematic areas..hmm..
1. Studio 54: the retro lounge area...psychedelic dance floors with illuminated colourful lights of red, blue, yellow, green...you get the drift...older crowd here...
2. Hip Hop area: RnB and "black" music...with pulsating groove beats...oh-so-young! I love it! hhaa...crowd's mainly youngsters...and most are guys...some have told me there are more malays here...but I feel it's an even mix of races...Dancing here made me feel young and dandy again!! haha.....
3. Main Dance Floor: Damn big..mainly house music?...people only started to populate the dance floor here at around 12-plus...
4. Pure: as the name suggests..the whole place's done up in white...white cushions, drapes, flooring, walls, etc...overhead lights morph from red to pink to blue to green...the lights can be abit overwhelming initially when you've not gotten used to it...anyway, we were parked here most of the time that night...cosy seats...house music and lotsa posers and wannabes here..
5. VIP lounge and members rooms: only managed to pop in for ahwile...lush cushions and cosy environment..own bar area...the private rooms are somewhat like a karaoke room..haha...comfy seats of red or white...with frosted windows to minimise prying eyes from the outside corridoors...
Pics galore....

me & ah lian..no mood to work liao..just waiting for time to knock off...hahaa... still looking fresh!
jonathan aka xiaodi, me, chloe & jenice aka peter pan!
xiao pang and me!
xiao pang acting cute! As always...the happy nut of the group...
ok, the 3 musketeers acting cute again...the drinks must be acting up liao...haha...
Andy, me & Ken aka SK2!
SK2 didn't manage to get his visa approval...so had to sneak out onlly after his gf was alseep..haha...joined us around 12-plus 1am...
Sherine the chio bu with Andy....hmm...the blur cock..
And was given a grand tour by one of the waiters...errr...waitress? errr..butch lah..heh....but a very nice girl...
Brought us into all the VIP l;ounges and the members' rooms...steady..woot woot!
5 main thematic areas..hmm..
1. Studio 54: the retro lounge area...psychedelic dance floors with illuminated colourful lights of red, blue, yellow, green...you get the drift...older crowd here...
2. Hip Hop area: RnB and "black" music...with pulsating groove beats...oh-so-young! I love it! hhaa...crowd's mainly youngsters...and most are guys...some have told me there are more malays here...but I feel it's an even mix of races...Dancing here made me feel young and dandy again!! haha.....
3. Main Dance Floor: Damn big..mainly house music?...people only started to populate the dance floor here at around 12-plus...
4. Pure: as the name suggests..the whole place's done up in white...white cushions, drapes, flooring, walls, etc...overhead lights morph from red to pink to blue to green...the lights can be abit overwhelming initially when you've not gotten used to it...anyway, we were parked here most of the time that night...cosy seats...house music and lotsa posers and wannabes here..
5. VIP lounge and members rooms: only managed to pop in for ahwile...lush cushions and cosy environment..own bar area...the private rooms are somewhat like a karaoke room..haha...comfy seats of red or white...with frosted windows to minimise prying eyes from the outside corridoors...
Pics galore....

me & ah lian..no mood to work liao..just waiting for time to knock off...hahaa... still looking fresh!
jonathan aka xiaodi, me, chloe & jenice aka peter pan!
xiao pang and me!
xiao pang acting cute! As always...the happy nut of the group...
ok, the 3 musketeers acting cute again...the drinks must be acting up liao...haha...
Andy, me & Ken aka SK2!SK2 didn't manage to get his visa approval...so had to sneak out onlly after his gf was alseep..haha...joined us around 12-plus 1am...
Sherine the chio bu with Andy....hmm...the blur cock..You'll Never Walk Alone...
You'll Never Walk Alone
With Hope In Your Heart
Liverpool are the FA Cup Champions!
Wheee!! =)
Won 3-1 on penalty aggregates...
FA Cup Winners for the 7th time!
Though I must admit.
They were lucky...West Ham showed a more cohesive style of play during the match itself...
And they showed better stamina?
Hahha....Liverpool players were cramping up during extra time...much more than the West Ham players...
Shit...should have taken up Andy's offer to place a bet for me....
Damn...
I could have been slightly richer...=p
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okok...running off to dreamland...
miss my baby....
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strive to go running tomorrow since my swim didn't materialise today..damn the rain....
With Hope In Your Heart
Liverpool are the FA Cup Champions!
Wheee!! =)
Won 3-1 on penalty aggregates...
FA Cup Winners for the 7th time!
Though I must admit.
They were lucky...West Ham showed a more cohesive style of play during the match itself...
And they showed better stamina?
Hahha....Liverpool players were cramping up during extra time...much more than the West Ham players...
Shit...should have taken up Andy's offer to place a bet for me....
Damn...
I could have been slightly richer...=p
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okok...running off to dreamland...
miss my baby....
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strive to go running tomorrow since my swim didn't materialise today..damn the rain....
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
it's errrrr.....wednesday!!
Waiting for ahboy's call...but am already half asleep...
Not been sleeping enough...damn, tomorrow is a day full of meetings..with the 1st one at 9am in the morning...argh...followed by hmm...1030...then break for lunch..then 2pm...
Kinda feeling bogged down by the damn HRM ad.
Deadline has been way overdue and mgt still can't decide whethe rthe proposed concept's ok or not...and the agency also still can't get the right image for the ad.
AAAHAHHHHH!!!!!!!!! >:(
Been stuck in alot of such situations for the past few weeks, especially the past week and the current and from what I see, for the next few weeks too.
There's 2 more overdue artworks for 2 more upcoming ads...It's sickening having a feeling where you think your head's gonna be on the chopping board anytime...
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Did I mention I hate ISO?
And writing papers & reports on processes and churning up documentations?
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Am looking forward to the Duckie gals gathering again...22nd May..
Gonna get lotsa updates...hmm...from what I've heard so far..
Ee Hong...getting married next Feb...gotten a flat in Sembawang already..
Tricia..just joined singlehood...broke up with bf of 6 years...sigh...after she waited for 2 years for him to come back from Aust...then things just didn't seem to be alright...
Hmm..think there shouldn't be any mroe major shocking news...
Wonder where we're gonna munch at..?
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Did I mention I hate ISO?
And writing papers & reports on processes and churning up documentations?
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MOS tmr night! wheee....
hahaa....finally...after such a long long long wait to go take a look at the place...
Next stop...either Mdm Wong or Momo...
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Did I mention I hate ISO?
And writing papers & reports on processes and churning up documentations?
Did I mention I hate ISO?
And writing papers & reports on processes and churning up documentations?
Did I mention I hate ISO?
And writing papers & reports on processes and churning up documentations?
Ok, think I got my point across
Did I mention I hate ISO?
And writing papers & reports on processes and churning up documentations?
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Was talking to Eric online last night...that bugger's going to KL to take part in a running competition!!!
Piangzz..ahahha....
Think he's taking part in the REAL run in the later half of this year and July's OSIM triathlon...
And well..hehe...we are both combining powers to psycho ahboy to take part in the OSIM thingy...kekkek...hope we succeed...!!
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Thik it's a good idea to park myself in bed first while waiting for his call....
zzzzzz....
till here.....
Not been sleeping enough...damn, tomorrow is a day full of meetings..with the 1st one at 9am in the morning...argh...followed by hmm...1030...then break for lunch..then 2pm...
Kinda feeling bogged down by the damn HRM ad.
Deadline has been way overdue and mgt still can't decide whethe rthe proposed concept's ok or not...and the agency also still can't get the right image for the ad.
AAAHAHHHHH!!!!!!!!! >:(
Been stuck in alot of such situations for the past few weeks, especially the past week and the current and from what I see, for the next few weeks too.
There's 2 more overdue artworks for 2 more upcoming ads...It's sickening having a feeling where you think your head's gonna be on the chopping board anytime...
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Did I mention I hate ISO?
And writing papers & reports on processes and churning up documentations?
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Am looking forward to the Duckie gals gathering again...22nd May..
Gonna get lotsa updates...hmm...from what I've heard so far..
Ee Hong...getting married next Feb...gotten a flat in Sembawang already..
Tricia..just joined singlehood...broke up with bf of 6 years...sigh...after she waited for 2 years for him to come back from Aust...then things just didn't seem to be alright...
Hmm..think there shouldn't be any mroe major shocking news...
Wonder where we're gonna munch at..?
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Did I mention I hate ISO?
And writing papers & reports on processes and churning up documentations?
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MOS tmr night! wheee....
hahaa....finally...after such a long long long wait to go take a look at the place...
Next stop...either Mdm Wong or Momo...
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Did I mention I hate ISO?
And writing papers & reports on processes and churning up documentations?
Did I mention I hate ISO?
And writing papers & reports on processes and churning up documentations?
Did I mention I hate ISO?
And writing papers & reports on processes and churning up documentations?
Ok, think I got my point across
Did I mention I hate ISO?
And writing papers & reports on processes and churning up documentations?
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Was talking to Eric online last night...that bugger's going to KL to take part in a running competition!!!
Piangzz..ahahha....
Think he's taking part in the REAL run in the later half of this year and July's OSIM triathlon...
And well..hehe...we are both combining powers to psycho ahboy to take part in the OSIM thingy...kekkek...hope we succeed...!!
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Thik it's a good idea to park myself in bed first while waiting for his call....
zzzzzz....
till here.....
More Loof pics...
muahaha...we're listed on Mumtazz!!
www.mumtazz.com
Our Loof outing pics which the waiters took for us are finally up on the site! think they did some digital imaging...or colour equaliser...haha...

yesh...from left..Sherine, me & A Lian...
And if you're wondering why they said there was digital imaging done...as per Xiao Pang's comment..
"Michelle can't be the same skin tone as Sherine!! She's much darker!! Confirm they did alterations to the pic!!"
kaozz... -_-'''

ok, faces are abit small..but well..from left..: Xiao Pang with his new pair of sneakers, Reuben (sherine's friend) the Chinese man trapped in an Indian's body (that's how he described himself ah...not me..), Sherine (the chio bu), me, Ken aka SK2 (the IT guy) & Ah Lian (my partner in crime)...
hehe, xiao pang looks slimmer in this pic...ah lians theory: that's cos his leg is covering his tummy....=p
www.mumtazz.com
Our Loof outing pics which the waiters took for us are finally up on the site! think they did some digital imaging...or colour equaliser...haha...

yesh...from left..Sherine, me & A Lian...
And if you're wondering why they said there was digital imaging done...as per Xiao Pang's comment..
"Michelle can't be the same skin tone as Sherine!! She's much darker!! Confirm they did alterations to the pic!!"
kaozz... -_-'''

ok, faces are abit small..but well..from left..: Xiao Pang with his new pair of sneakers, Reuben (sherine's friend) the Chinese man trapped in an Indian's body (that's how he described himself ah...not me..), Sherine (the chio bu), me, Ken aka SK2 (the IT guy) & Ah Lian (my partner in crime)...
hehe, xiao pang looks slimmer in this pic...ah lians theory: that's cos his leg is covering his tummy....=p
zzzzzz.....
kinda feels weird in way...
feels damn peaceul working alone in office at this hour...htough there are sudden instances when u just feel abit errr...eerie....just dun go think about it..hahaha
tired..think am gonna go off liao........
MOS tmr!!!
feels damn peaceul working alone in office at this hour...htough there are sudden instances when u just feel abit errr...eerie....just dun go think about it..hahaha
tired..think am gonna go off liao........
MOS tmr!!!
Monday, May 08, 2006
i dun wanna grow up...
Slow reaction to post this up...
Had beer at IP's 8th floor carpark again last Friday...this time round, just me, lian & Andy...
He seems subdued...something weighing down on him...hope that mini chill out tok cock session did him some good..
Must remember to get the pics from Lian..
Haa...think it's becoming a weekly ritual already...We still have 5 cans left over form the previous two sessions...this week seems like a good time..pity Ah San's not around..
Wonder how he is in Vegas...
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Woohoo! Ah Kok sent me home today..that goondu hhaa...
Sent me home then went back to his place all the way in Bishan..
Said he wanted to accumulate his mileage so he can go for his car servicing...haha...

Abit dark..but still can see la hor? =))
His new 1.5 lit Honda Airwave...black colour...cute and compact...
Not bad I quite like it...hmm...
shit....is my mouth always that big???
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There will always be a point in time when things go awry and you slip and slide and fall...
There are other times when you feel yourself falling but don't know why...
And there are other times when you just let yourself fall...
And there are yet other times when you have fallen but don't know it yet...
Blimey. I don't know what shit I'm blabbering. Argh...
So many things on my mind...Have to go arrange Mother's Day dinner..have to go arrange outing...have to submit report...have to chase vendor for my materials...have to go run my own errands..have to go buy my own stuff..have to...have to...have to...
It's official. I am full of nonsense.
I feel like a 16 yr old trapped in a 26 yr old's body.
I don't wanna grow up.
My thoughts cannot flow properly. They come fleetingly, touch and go, touch and go.
By the time my brain processes it into verbalised form, the thought disappears within that nano-second and my tongue gets tied...
Happens all the time...
To the point when I get frustrated at myself for not being able to voice out my thoughts...
To put it crudely....Chui Tat Lan. Chui Tat Dua Lan..
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Purpleskies...you said my vocab's good? Kaozz...think twice baby..haha..
I should be the one saying that to you..=) Still recall a quiz you did previously...something about profession and what's your calling in life... You were a LINGUIST leh..haa
Rad your post on James and felt a tad bit sad...don't know why...Just felt kinda down after reading it...
But I like your analogy on the driving bit...
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Thursday MOS...Anybody?
Might be popping by with some colleagues...okok..virgin trip there for most of us...
Not keen to cheong or what...
More like a "Hey! Let's go there so we can say we've been there!" kinda thing hahhaa....
I'd rather drink and chat the night away at a less noisy pub..
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Meetings galore...I spent 3/4 of the day attending meetings.
Rampant syndrome eversince Guin came on board with us...
AAAAHHHHHHH.......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I've got at least one to two meetings everyday from last week till next week...
Nabeh!!! Where got time to do other constructive work if all I do is to be stuck in meetings?
ok, enough of kao-behing..haha..think Guin is quite jialat too...have to be in meetings, have to plan and worse still, have to oversee our work...the work of the 3 of us.....
Take my hat off her...
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I am looking forward to Friday...gonna have fun with Ahboy...
haha...*winkz*
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ok, have to go dry my hair and then hit the sack...
It's 12 already...and my hair is still dripping...
Had beer at IP's 8th floor carpark again last Friday...this time round, just me, lian & Andy...
He seems subdued...something weighing down on him...hope that mini chill out tok cock session did him some good..
Must remember to get the pics from Lian..
Haa...think it's becoming a weekly ritual already...We still have 5 cans left over form the previous two sessions...this week seems like a good time..pity Ah San's not around..
Wonder how he is in Vegas...
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Woohoo! Ah Kok sent me home today..that goondu hhaa...
Sent me home then went back to his place all the way in Bishan..
Said he wanted to accumulate his mileage so he can go for his car servicing...haha...

Abit dark..but still can see la hor? =))
His new 1.5 lit Honda Airwave...black colour...cute and compact...
Not bad I quite like it...hmm...
shit....is my mouth always that big???
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There will always be a point in time when things go awry and you slip and slide and fall...
There are other times when you feel yourself falling but don't know why...
And there are other times when you just let yourself fall...
And there are yet other times when you have fallen but don't know it yet...
Blimey. I don't know what shit I'm blabbering. Argh...
So many things on my mind...Have to go arrange Mother's Day dinner..have to go arrange outing...have to submit report...have to chase vendor for my materials...have to go run my own errands..have to go buy my own stuff..have to...have to...have to...
It's official. I am full of nonsense.
I feel like a 16 yr old trapped in a 26 yr old's body.
I don't wanna grow up.
My thoughts cannot flow properly. They come fleetingly, touch and go, touch and go.
By the time my brain processes it into verbalised form, the thought disappears within that nano-second and my tongue gets tied...
Happens all the time...
To the point when I get frustrated at myself for not being able to voice out my thoughts...
To put it crudely....Chui Tat Lan. Chui Tat Dua Lan..
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Purpleskies...you said my vocab's good? Kaozz...think twice baby..haha..
I should be the one saying that to you..=) Still recall a quiz you did previously...something about profession and what's your calling in life... You were a LINGUIST leh..haa
Rad your post on James and felt a tad bit sad...don't know why...Just felt kinda down after reading it...
But I like your analogy on the driving bit...
==========
Thursday MOS...Anybody?
Might be popping by with some colleagues...okok..virgin trip there for most of us...
Not keen to cheong or what...
More like a "Hey! Let's go there so we can say we've been there!" kinda thing hahhaa....
I'd rather drink and chat the night away at a less noisy pub..
==========
Meetings galore...I spent 3/4 of the day attending meetings.
Rampant syndrome eversince Guin came on board with us...
AAAAHHHHHHH.......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I've got at least one to two meetings everyday from last week till next week...
Nabeh!!! Where got time to do other constructive work if all I do is to be stuck in meetings?
ok, enough of kao-behing..haha..think Guin is quite jialat too...have to be in meetings, have to plan and worse still, have to oversee our work...the work of the 3 of us.....
Take my hat off her...
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I am looking forward to Friday...gonna have fun with Ahboy...
haha...*winkz*
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ok, have to go dry my hair and then hit the sack...
It's 12 already...and my hair is still dripping...
Sunday, May 07, 2006
argh...
Easily irritable describes my mood for the past week.
Hmm...hope i can bounce back soon..
Just spoke to TienPhey..he's feeling the same...haha...
Always say wanna meet up ...till now still haven't...
ok, off to go play with marc...he's here today...
Hmm...hope i can bounce back soon..
Just spoke to TienPhey..he's feeling the same...haha...
Always say wanna meet up ...till now still haven't...
ok, off to go play with marc...he's here today...
Saturday, May 06, 2006
Pollling? Election? yawnzzz....
6th May 2006.
My virgin time voting. Polling ticket number was 3753.
And Mum actually went to buy 4D based on this number...kaozz...the lengths some people go to..
Haha...
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Had dinner with him at Mr Bean's..
Yum Yum..been quite awhile since I last munched there..
Food was good...but service was kinda cock..
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Farrer Park Sports Challenge.
27-28 May 2006.
http://www.gener8sports.com/farrerpark/
My virgin time taking part in such an event.
Tag team with Adrian. haha...in the event that needs minimal effort compared to the individual event.
Am gonna swim 400m and he's gonna run 4.3km...
For the fun and thrill of it...=)
Taz, if you're reading this, keen to join? hehe....
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Heard a sound clip that day in office...a spoof on the John Gomez fiasco..
Damn farnee...I think it's currently still making its way around...haha...
"Sorry not enough!! You must explain!!"
"You didn't tell me! Yes I did. No you didn't. Yes I did. No you didn't. Ok, let me show you my CCTV camera."
hehehe....
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Things have changed again..
There's been a shift again..
Something feels abit weird at times..but at other times, it's okay..
Hmm..I don't like this fleeting feeling.
Wonder how things will go as the days go by...
Transitions...Adjustments....Adaptations...
My virgin time voting. Polling ticket number was 3753.
And Mum actually went to buy 4D based on this number...kaozz...the lengths some people go to..
Haha...
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Had dinner with him at Mr Bean's..
Yum Yum..been quite awhile since I last munched there..
Food was good...but service was kinda cock..
=========
Farrer Park Sports Challenge.
27-28 May 2006.
http://www.gener8sports.com/farrerpark/
My virgin time taking part in such an event.
Tag team with Adrian. haha...in the event that needs minimal effort compared to the individual event.
Am gonna swim 400m and he's gonna run 4.3km...
For the fun and thrill of it...=)
Taz, if you're reading this, keen to join? hehe....
=========
Heard a sound clip that day in office...a spoof on the John Gomez fiasco..
Damn farnee...I think it's currently still making its way around...haha...
"Sorry not enough!! You must explain!!"
"You didn't tell me! Yes I did. No you didn't. Yes I did. No you didn't. Ok, let me show you my CCTV camera."
hehehe....
=========
Things have changed again..
There's been a shift again..
Something feels abit weird at times..but at other times, it's okay..
Hmm..I don't like this fleeting feeling.
Wonder how things will go as the days go by...
Transitions...Adjustments....Adaptations...
dreams again...
Woke up this morn around 8am cos Adrian popped by the house to pass something to mum/dad. Quite shack so went back to sleep after opening the door for him...
And then slept till 11-plus..when I got up with a heavy heart..
Had a bad dream..I wouldn't call it a nightmare per se...but well..it was an unhappy scenario in the dream...
Ahboy was in it...Gail too..and this mysterious woman by the name of Serene Wong whom I do not know at all.
Ok, for those in the know...it's definitely not the accountant who left the company just a few weeks ago.
This Serene Wong in the dream...has short hair, is quite chio...and well..caused me alot, alot, alot of unhappiness in the dream...unhappiness and sadness and hurt.
Kns...a ficticious character, yet she's able to cause me so much hurt in the dream and tousle up my real life emotions too...grrrr...
The dream was so vivid and seemed so real...
So much so that even after I woke, I was still feeling very sad...
Still remember Gail in the dream..She didn't appear in person..but rather through MSN..
I was online and noticed that her nick was "How can a boy-boy do this to his girl-girl?". Cheesy hor?? The mind works wonders haha...
And she was telling me via MSN in the drema that she was gonna migrate to Australia...
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Anyway..haven't been feeling good emotionally this past week...
Popped by Guan Yin temple in the afternoon for some simple prayers...
Kena burnt slightly on the right hand by an over-zealous auntie wielding burning joss sticks...
She was jostling for space with me at the urn where we place the joss sticks after our prayers...kaozz...I think she literally elbowed her way through the crowd...
Same thing happened at the Indian temple next door...was reachig out to place my joss sticks into the urn and then another kan cheong spider auntie accidentally poked my hand with her joss sticks...
I kinda smelt abit "chao tah" afterwards...bag also had a few smudges of ash on it...bleah....
And then slept till 11-plus..when I got up with a heavy heart..
Had a bad dream..I wouldn't call it a nightmare per se...but well..it was an unhappy scenario in the dream...
Ahboy was in it...Gail too..and this mysterious woman by the name of Serene Wong whom I do not know at all.
Ok, for those in the know...it's definitely not the accountant who left the company just a few weeks ago.
This Serene Wong in the dream...has short hair, is quite chio...and well..caused me alot, alot, alot of unhappiness in the dream...unhappiness and sadness and hurt.
Kns...a ficticious character, yet she's able to cause me so much hurt in the dream and tousle up my real life emotions too...grrrr...
The dream was so vivid and seemed so real...
So much so that even after I woke, I was still feeling very sad...
Still remember Gail in the dream..She didn't appear in person..but rather through MSN..
I was online and noticed that her nick was "How can a boy-boy do this to his girl-girl?". Cheesy hor?? The mind works wonders haha...
And she was telling me via MSN in the drema that she was gonna migrate to Australia...
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Anyway..haven't been feeling good emotionally this past week...
Popped by Guan Yin temple in the afternoon for some simple prayers...
Kena burnt slightly on the right hand by an over-zealous auntie wielding burning joss sticks...
She was jostling for space with me at the urn where we place the joss sticks after our prayers...kaozz...I think she literally elbowed her way through the crowd...
Same thing happened at the Indian temple next door...was reachig out to place my joss sticks into the urn and then another kan cheong spider auntie accidentally poked my hand with her joss sticks...
I kinda smelt abit "chao tah" afterwards...bag also had a few smudges of ash on it...bleah....
Friday, May 05, 2006
Loof Loof Loof...
Kaozz...this is the 2nd straight night I'm at Loof...Can they issue me a membership card?
Haha...yday was with some LHubbers...tonight was with the uni gang...
me, ah lian & SKII..haha...this guy sibei cheongster...ended class at PSB at 9 plus almost 10pm. Caught a cab to join us...and yay, my 2nd drink was his treat..haha
And yaya..okok...we are acting cute...
This was on Wednesday night..

Me, Ah lian & Xiao Pang!! Always kena bullied by us...=))
Xiao Pang & me with our trademark hand signs!
One of the finger foodies we ordered..scallop wrapped with bacon..kaozz...super oily..and the scallop tasted as good as rubber..
'WONDERFUL' recommendation for those who are there and want some munchies...=p
This was on Thursday night...
After a nice dinner at Seah Street Deli...the only 3 girls that night..haha and as usual..von is the darkest...bopian PE teacher haha..
Me & Von again!

haha. me & Mao Mao...aka Hairy Tan.
And yes, the name Hairy Tan's really on his credit card...
Love his belches..one of the guys with the loudest belches ever...!!
Haha...yday was with some LHubbers...tonight was with the uni gang...
me, ah lian & SKII..haha...this guy sibei cheongster...ended class at PSB at 9 plus almost 10pm. Caught a cab to join us...and yay, my 2nd drink was his treat..hahaAnd yaya..okok...we are acting cute...
This was on Wednesday night..

Me, Ah lian & Xiao Pang!! Always kena bullied by us...=))
Xiao Pang & me with our trademark hand signs!
One of the finger foodies we ordered..scallop wrapped with bacon..kaozz...super oily..and the scallop tasted as good as rubber..'WONDERFUL' recommendation for those who are there and want some munchies...=p
This was on Thursday night...After a nice dinner at Seah Street Deli...the only 3 girls that night..haha and as usual..von is the darkest...bopian PE teacher haha..
Me & Von again!
haha. me & Mao Mao...aka Hairy Tan.
And yes, the name Hairy Tan's really on his credit card...
Love his belches..one of the guys with the loudest belches ever...!!
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
late afternoon...my brain is zapped...
Just read the post I had last night..
Hmm...I must have been feeling really down...
Hmm...
Never mind..en route to bouncing back liao..
Afterall..sigh..just have to let things go, drop them and move on..
Haa...no time to dwell too much...
Hmm...I must have been feeling really down...
Hmm...
Never mind..en route to bouncing back liao..
Afterall..sigh..just have to let things go, drop them and move on..
Haa...no time to dwell too much...
Melancholia
I can never understand.
How can I?
Not when I'm not told.
Ignorance is Bliss.
Not applicable all the time buster.
Enough of whining I know.
I give you due respect.
And I shall not speak of this again.
Just like how I have shut my trap over other stuff.
But in a way.
It's disappointing. Hurting too maybe.
I don't know.
Different level of expectations maybe.
What's the difference between having faith and having blind faith?
I hope my faith doesn't turn into blind faith.
Give me reason to believe.
I don't know where I stand.
Or have I fallen already?
Been waiting for your enlightenment.
To no god damn avail.
And stop using the phrase "I have been through that stage".
So what if you have?
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Deep down I think I'm a loner at heart.
Find it hard to comm with others at times.
Or have I built a wall around myself?
Gosh, I seem to be perpetually sombre or melancholic.
Pass me the antidote please.
I have become someone whom I don't know anymore.
Or have I been like this all along?
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I think I'm getting dumber too.
Will the world stop spinning?
Can things slow down just a mite
So that the sloth in me can catch a breath?
I'm a walking paradox.
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I feel like crying.
The cycle has come forth again.
No cannot.
I need to conserve energy.
Tomorrow got meeting.
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Why is it that my thought processes gets stunted most of the time?
Why is that my tongue gets tied most of the time?
Why is that I express myself better in writing?
Why is that I clam up in person?
Why Why?
Tell me why?
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Nabeh. I need a drink.
Finished Mr Bacardi on Sunday...
I think for now.
The best antidote is my bed.
Let's hope sleep comes knocking on my door the moment my head touches the pillow.
How can I?
Not when I'm not told.
Ignorance is Bliss.
Not applicable all the time buster.
Enough of whining I know.
I give you due respect.
And I shall not speak of this again.
Just like how I have shut my trap over other stuff.
But in a way.
It's disappointing. Hurting too maybe.
I don't know.
Different level of expectations maybe.
What's the difference between having faith and having blind faith?
I hope my faith doesn't turn into blind faith.
Give me reason to believe.
I don't know where I stand.
Or have I fallen already?
Been waiting for your enlightenment.
To no god damn avail.
And stop using the phrase "I have been through that stage".
So what if you have?
===========
Deep down I think I'm a loner at heart.
Find it hard to comm with others at times.
Or have I built a wall around myself?
Gosh, I seem to be perpetually sombre or melancholic.
Pass me the antidote please.
I have become someone whom I don't know anymore.
Or have I been like this all along?
===========
I think I'm getting dumber too.
Will the world stop spinning?
Can things slow down just a mite
So that the sloth in me can catch a breath?
I'm a walking paradox.
===========
I feel like crying.
The cycle has come forth again.
No cannot.
I need to conserve energy.
Tomorrow got meeting.
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Why is it that my thought processes gets stunted most of the time?
Why is that my tongue gets tied most of the time?
Why is that I express myself better in writing?
Why is that I clam up in person?
Why Why?
Tell me why?
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Nabeh. I need a drink.
Finished Mr Bacardi on Sunday...
I think for now.
The best antidote is my bed.
Let's hope sleep comes knocking on my door the moment my head touches the pillow.
Monday, May 01, 2006
superband!!
Aw man...Superband is cool!!
Alot of teams have improved alot over the weeks...=)) An enjoybale 90 minutes spent watching this competition...Looking forward to 1130pm later hehe...to see who goes in and who gets bumped out.
My top 6 fav bands in no order of merit:
1. Brods
What more can I say? Good looks, good bods, great voices. Stage presence is there though it's just 2 people. These 2 brothers really know how to charm their way into the hearts of many. Plus, they are really good at Power Statin's songs. Tonight cover version of "One Night in Beijing" was really good..falsetto was great!
2. Juz B
Phew, they really know how to harmonise man! Each week's Acapella performance never fails to impress me! And being the only Malay band in the whole competition, I think they've out-performed many a Chinese band as well! Tonight performance of Lee Hom's "Kiss Goodbye" really touched my heartstrings...I was screaming in my living room!!
3. Lucify
When I first saw them, I thought to myself.."Kaozz...Jap wannabes"...complete with kohl-lined eyes ad dark eyeshadows. But they've really proved their mettle in the heat of this competition. Today's performance was good and the lead's singing has improved quite abit. Though hmm, in terms of image, I still think they're too Jap. hehe...
4. Snoopy
Woohoo!! They rawk big time man!! Liu De Hua, the lead singer is sibei good in rap and Jay Chou's songs are their forte! Mooz, the one whose face is always painted, simply brings the house down with his fiesty energy on stage and his head-banging skills hahha...I like the turntable scratching thingy that they have...what do you call that again? Can't remember...
5. Soul
When they first sppeared in the first show of the competition, they already gave people the impression that they were a boy band. Superb dancing skills and great rapport give them an edge over the other bands. I think their singing is quite okay though the judges think otherwise. And they really perform with much ease on stage...can tell that they really enjoy themselves up there.
6. Milubing
They're the epitome of youthful exuberance, cheeky smiles and zesty energy. Just looking at them gives you a happy feeling and when they start singing, their sincerity just makes you wanna groove with them! I still remember when they sang MayDay's "Lian Ai-ING" in the 2nd week of the competition...I was jumping along with them! haha...
Hmm...some other bands whom I hope can make it and whom I hope will improve:
1. Jade
They left a good impression on me when I first heard them sing a remixed version of Jacky Cheung's "Wen Bie". But somehow tonight's performance was quite lacklustre...When they sang, there wasn't much groove to it..lack of soul..
2. ManTou
I think the lead singer's has improved quite a bit...he seems much more relaxed and confident now. But overall, there's still something lacking...hmmm....
3. Jing Bao Yue Tuan
Kinda liked them when I first saw them in the first show of the competition..But tonight was abit disappointing.
Band which I think should be out:
Xia Ri Feng
Not trying to be bad..but they really can't sing. Maybe some members of the group can. But most of them can't. And the 2 girls in the group...hmm...are really just extras..Though I must admit they put in alot of effort in their dressing tonight.
Alot of teams have improved alot over the weeks...=)) An enjoybale 90 minutes spent watching this competition...Looking forward to 1130pm later hehe...to see who goes in and who gets bumped out.
My top 6 fav bands in no order of merit:
1. Brods
What more can I say? Good looks, good bods, great voices. Stage presence is there though it's just 2 people. These 2 brothers really know how to charm their way into the hearts of many. Plus, they are really good at Power Statin's songs. Tonight cover version of "One Night in Beijing" was really good..falsetto was great!
2. Juz B
Phew, they really know how to harmonise man! Each week's Acapella performance never fails to impress me! And being the only Malay band in the whole competition, I think they've out-performed many a Chinese band as well! Tonight performance of Lee Hom's "Kiss Goodbye" really touched my heartstrings...I was screaming in my living room!!
3. Lucify
When I first saw them, I thought to myself.."Kaozz...Jap wannabes"...complete with kohl-lined eyes ad dark eyeshadows. But they've really proved their mettle in the heat of this competition. Today's performance was good and the lead's singing has improved quite abit. Though hmm, in terms of image, I still think they're too Jap. hehe...
4. Snoopy
Woohoo!! They rawk big time man!! Liu De Hua, the lead singer is sibei good in rap and Jay Chou's songs are their forte! Mooz, the one whose face is always painted, simply brings the house down with his fiesty energy on stage and his head-banging skills hahha...I like the turntable scratching thingy that they have...what do you call that again? Can't remember...
5. Soul
When they first sppeared in the first show of the competition, they already gave people the impression that they were a boy band. Superb dancing skills and great rapport give them an edge over the other bands. I think their singing is quite okay though the judges think otherwise. And they really perform with much ease on stage...can tell that they really enjoy themselves up there.
6. Milubing
They're the epitome of youthful exuberance, cheeky smiles and zesty energy. Just looking at them gives you a happy feeling and when they start singing, their sincerity just makes you wanna groove with them! I still remember when they sang MayDay's "Lian Ai-ING" in the 2nd week of the competition...I was jumping along with them! haha...
Hmm...some other bands whom I hope can make it and whom I hope will improve:
1. Jade
They left a good impression on me when I first heard them sing a remixed version of Jacky Cheung's "Wen Bie". But somehow tonight's performance was quite lacklustre...When they sang, there wasn't much groove to it..lack of soul..
2. ManTou
I think the lead singer's has improved quite a bit...he seems much more relaxed and confident now. But overall, there's still something lacking...hmmm....
3. Jing Bao Yue Tuan
Kinda liked them when I first saw them in the first show of the competition..But tonight was abit disappointing.
Band which I think should be out:
Xia Ri Feng
Not trying to be bad..but they really can't sing. Maybe some members of the group can. But most of them can't. And the 2 girls in the group...hmm...are really just extras..Though I must admit they put in alot of effort in their dressing tonight.
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