the sullen shell...

The happy, bouncing, cheerful shell of the past 4-5 days...
Has suddenly morphed into a sullen shell again..within the span of an evening..and of cos, with the aid of the sentimental songs of Wang Jie and Lee Hom.

A verse from Lee Hom's "你不在" stuck with me...
你不在...当我最需要爱...你却不在...Loosely translated as "You weren't there...When I needed love the most..But you weren't there.."
Struck out at my tear ducts and my eyes were just glistening whilst on the train...trundling along...feeling cold, tired and lonely...

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I do believe in astrology, star signs and whatever not...

And so far, one horoscope I read pertaining to those born in the year of the Monkey seems to hold quite true..It mentioned something.
Emotional monkeys will be even more emotional this year..feelings will be erratic and difficult to control..
Tears which came easily will come even more easily this year..And mood swings are rampant.
Shucks...god-damn true so far.

Another thing it said. For those with elders staying at home together, will be good to take extra note of their health. And well..Gran fell that day..And mum is starting to cough again.

Hmm...it also said that there's a high chance that job opportunities overseas or new job opportunities as a whole will come crossing a monkey's path. Sounds good eh..
And also that there might be half-truths/gossip/rumours circulating about yourself in the office arena...hmmm mm..ah well...

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slap in the face again...not from the boss this time..

XX : what brand of running shoes you wanna get?
Me: dunno..see how..maybe go Queensway to see lor
XX : Nike lor
Me: But Nike is not one of the best brands for running shoes leh
XX: You this kind..don't need the best what. A cheap one will do.
Me: *sullen silence*

KNN.
sibei sibei encouraging. argh...