~luna sea~everything's spoiling!~

I feel burdened by some unknown thing...
Haha...not too sure how to describe it..7th month maybe?

I keep dreaming at night...
I don't sleep well..
And so I feel perpetually tired...darn..

I feel moody and depressive...more so than usual...
I am irritable..
I am morose..
And well..I nitpick..

I imagine...
I keep to myself...
I am more emotional than usual...
Bleah...I am kinda lost...

My skin looks patchy and tired..worse than last time..
And I can't remember the last time I had so much zits on my face...
Over the weekend about 6 or 7 popped up..

Stomach is spoiling again..once every few months this happens...
Feel bloated yet at the same time hungry...haaha..even my stomach is a paradox in itself..
kaozz..skin spoil, stomach spoil...even my air-con is still spoilt...

Or have I been reading too much thriller novels?
Haha..

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Dreamt of Red Biscuit last night.
We were staying in hostel again...
Rearing guppies in my room. Luffing at dumb things.
Eating home-made pasta with mushrooms in it. Sitting on the floor watching TV.
And it was exactly how it was in Yr 3, my room above his.

It was surreal..part imagination, part reality...
Some forgotten snippets from the not-too long ago past...

I was driving at a point...Just driving...to nowhere in particular...
I remember it was at night...on a straight road...with yellow lamps lining the roadsides...
And trees on both sides....
On hindsight, it now reminds me of ECP...except that in the dream, it was nowhere in particular...
And I was going nowhere too...the road kept going on and on...

And quite suddenly, I was back in my hostel room...
Can't remember much after that though...

I have not dreamt so much in the past few weeks than in the past few months...
Grrrrr....