Another dream

I was in either Bintan or Batam...
Stuck in a resort with the Whore..
We were somehow there for a function..Not too sure what this function was though..

Company retreat? Something else? I dunno...
Anyway bottomline..she was there. I was there.
Stuck on an island...with nothing much to do.

I was outside our room. Standing in the alleyway..
Trying desperately to call Ahboy.
Ahboy was with Kel...not sure what they were doing together...
Having drinks perhaps?...

I was feeling sad and depressed...I was also stuck with a friend? foe?
And I missed him in the dream..kept trying to call him with my mobile..
Something was wrong..I couldn't get through...
Was frantically jabbing at the number pads on my mobile...

Finally managed to get a ringtone...
But when he picked it up...I could hear his voice...but he couldn't hear mine...
I was shouting, screaming, ranting....
But still he couldn't hear me...
He sounded disgruntled and ended the call...

I was frantic. I wanted to speak to him.
I wanted to tell him I was feeling sad. I wanted to hear him comforting me...
I called again...and still the same thing happened...
He ended the call again...

I remember I was crying in the dream...
It felt horribly disappointing....
Needing something but not being able to get it...
Disappointment, anger, sadness, desperation....but the most prominent emotion in the dream was...
Fear....