Anticipation

I have this feeling within me
That I am close to reaching something
That I am close to finding something
That I am close to well....something

The spark of a brilliance perhaps
Or maybe a revelation of some sort
Or maybe a self-discovery of some sort
Or maybe simply a morphosis of some sort

It's just a feeling, an inkling
One of those times of anticipation that makes you tingle
And makes the muscles in your body restless and jumpy
Of something to come and something to look forward to

Hmm mm...
Am partly looking forward to whatever is to come..
Am partly feeling irritable that there's this itchy scratchy feeling..
What if nothing materialises in the end? haha..

Come what may?