蘇打綠-小情歌
这是一首简单的小情歌
唱着人们心肠的曲折
我想我很快乐
当有你的温热
脚边的空气转了
这是一首简单的小情歌
唱着我们心头的白鸽
我想我很适合当一个歌颂者
青春在风中飘着
你知道
就算大雨让这座城市颠倒
我会给你怀抱
受不了
看见你背影来到
写下我
度秒如年难捱的离骚
就算整个世界被寂寞绑票
我也不会奔跑
逃不了
最后谁也都苍老
写下我
时间和琴声交错的城堡
Sunday, June 17, 2007
okok one last post before I go and bathe...
hehe..I know....some are going "eee stinko!!!" in the background..
Bt I need to complain..AGAIN.
Got a new black turtleneck top. Couldn't try it so was just hoping it'd be ok.
Just tried it...It's nice...But the hole is darn small!! Took me 2-3 tries to get my head through the neck hole!!!
The first time I tried, the whole blouse just bounced right off my head and pooled collectively on my head. Damn, my head so big meh??????
The second time my hair got caught in between the folds of the turtleneck portion...
And the 3rd time, it bounced off AGAIN...
4th time lucky and yay! The top looks good! hahaha...Bimbo moments.....=p
Um, as for taking off....let's just say it was a struggle to get my head out again..
Bt I need to complain..AGAIN.
Got a new black turtleneck top. Couldn't try it so was just hoping it'd be ok.
Just tried it...It's nice...But the hole is darn small!! Took me 2-3 tries to get my head through the neck hole!!!
The first time I tried, the whole blouse just bounced right off my head and pooled collectively on my head. Damn, my head so big meh??????
The second time my hair got caught in between the folds of the turtleneck portion...
And the 3rd time, it bounced off AGAIN...
4th time lucky and yay! The top looks good! hahaha...Bimbo moments.....=p
Um, as for taking off....let's just say it was a struggle to get my head out again..
updates
On a topic which has rrecently hogged my blog space..
Gran of course.
She was discharged form CGH on Friday afternoon...Mum told me that there was a fiasco when they reached home...
Gran had a bawling fit. Was crying and yelling for 30-45 mins...
Main things from her:
- I am old already..why cant you just let me die?
- Live till so old for what? Also no use. Anything also cannot do. Everything also cannot do.
- Why don't you just throw me in an old folks' home and let me die there?
- I want to die...I want to commit suicide..I want to jump off..
Sigh...emo tantrums...amidst the othe rmind-boggling behaviours...in a way..I feel for my parents as well...Not easy to take care of Gran...
More weird things which I witnessed myself...
Woke at 7am this morninng...Went to the washroom...Saw the maid & gran in the kitchen...
Gran was holding a plastic plate...shuffling around...picking up imaginary pieces of dust balls & god-knows-what from the floor, from the table, from the exterior of the cabinets, from behind the radio...blah blah....and then putting those "things" onto the plate.
All the while muttering comments like:
- "so dirty...aiyoh..why like that....?"
- "don't they ever clean?"
- "this is so dirty..how come so much dirt?"
Sigh...I can't say she is degenerating cos she is lucid most of the time.
Just that these behaviours show otherwise...
And they really do make you think that perhaps the time is near...when the day comes when she wun be able to recognise us anymore.
Age of 91. It's been a long life.
Gran of course.
She was discharged form CGH on Friday afternoon...Mum told me that there was a fiasco when they reached home...
Gran had a bawling fit. Was crying and yelling for 30-45 mins...
Main things from her:
- I am old already..why cant you just let me die?
- Live till so old for what? Also no use. Anything also cannot do. Everything also cannot do.
- Why don't you just throw me in an old folks' home and let me die there?
- I want to die...I want to commit suicide..I want to jump off..
Sigh...emo tantrums...amidst the othe rmind-boggling behaviours...in a way..I feel for my parents as well...Not easy to take care of Gran...
More weird things which I witnessed myself...
Woke at 7am this morninng...Went to the washroom...Saw the maid & gran in the kitchen...
Gran was holding a plastic plate...shuffling around...picking up imaginary pieces of dust balls & god-knows-what from the floor, from the table, from the exterior of the cabinets, from behind the radio...blah blah....and then putting those "things" onto the plate.
All the while muttering comments like:
- "so dirty...aiyoh..why like that....?"
- "don't they ever clean?"
- "this is so dirty..how come so much dirt?"
Sigh...I can't say she is degenerating cos she is lucid most of the time.
Just that these behaviours show otherwise...
And they really do make you think that perhaps the time is near...when the day comes when she wun be able to recognise us anymore.
Age of 91. It's been a long life.
more ramblings
(with sodagreen's little love song playing the background...) hehe...
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Was with ahboy on Friday night and it was an impromptu decision to go watch Fantastic Four: Rise of the Silver Surfer..
We were in Bugis Junction and were lazy to go anywhere...
It's been such a long time since I've been there that I'd forgotten how junky the Bugis Junction cinema is.. haha...
Low flat floor...low seats...smelly seats...bad sound system..small screen....
Not a very nice movie experience...but the setas were comfy enough lah I must say...
Oh anyway, my apologies if I have digressed too much...
Crux of the story is that...Fantastic Four SUX.....It's the curse of sequels.. Hardly can a movie surpass its predecessor..(with the exception of maybe Lord of the Rings?? And Ocean's 13? And X-Men??)
But Fantastic Four Part 2 is just BLEAH...
Plot is dumb..the heroes didn't quite do much in the show except quarrel half the time and say dumb, meaningless things...I'll take X-Men over the F4 anytime....
Oh, but to give F4 some little credit..the comedic moments were plentiful...
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Night Safari was nice...Hope Marac got to see some of the animals whilst on the tram ride....The commentary was going too fast at the beginning that even I got blur...what more to a 3 yr-old kid?
Wonder how it will be like being a volunteer there..saw a poster...
Will go to the zoo's website to take a look at how that scheme goes...
Ahboy offered to fetch me home from there...haha..that is if I really do volunteer there lah..=)
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Complain time.
URS shoes always give me problems. This particular pair which I bought for CNY. I've only worn it 2 or 3 times..including CNY. And it's given me trouble each time suhc that I've left it collecting dust in the shoe cupboard for a few months already.
Opened my cupboard yesterday morning and saw it sitting forlornly there in its corner...
Thought I'd be kind and give it another chance...
Truly regrettable decision I must say...for it gave me hell...
Lots of plaster was used..I was walking weird by the end of the day..
Bathed at night after I got home and was too tired to remember that I couldn't let water touch it directly too soon...
Voila!!!
Hot water on 2 big angry blisters = a shell who was jumping around in the toilet...at 1am in the morning...
And now I am stuck with a big blister on both feet..just below where the big toe starts...
The one on my left foot is not looking good...red, raw, angry, swollen and ugly..and um...oozing some liquid for the whole of today...
I think I have to bring out my antiseptic cream liaozzzz
The one on the right is still not so bad...red and angry but showing signs of drying up already...
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B-R-O-K-E
Spent $170 on the Night Safari tickets tonight..
Spent $260 bucks this afternoon to sign up for my next semester of French classes.
Gonna spend $400 getting a new phone within the next 2-3 weeks.
Still accumulating new clothes for work...and shoes...
Man, June's expenditure is super high..!!
Shit..wedding dinner on 1st & 7th July...aaaahahhhh!!!!!
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Surprisingly..I am quite wide awake now....
And the tongue is trying to psycho the brain to put some food into the system...or is it the other
way around??
Wait..or is it the tummy telling the brain? Or the...hmm mm....
It's 1am...slight drizzle outside...
Cool air...
Life's beautiful.. ahhaha....
Ok....I am spouting nonsense already....Time for the next post!!!
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Was with ahboy on Friday night and it was an impromptu decision to go watch Fantastic Four: Rise of the Silver Surfer..
We were in Bugis Junction and were lazy to go anywhere...
It's been such a long time since I've been there that I'd forgotten how junky the Bugis Junction cinema is.. haha...
Low flat floor...low seats...smelly seats...bad sound system..small screen....
Not a very nice movie experience...but the setas were comfy enough lah I must say...
Oh anyway, my apologies if I have digressed too much...
Crux of the story is that...Fantastic Four SUX.....It's the curse of sequels.. Hardly can a movie surpass its predecessor..(with the exception of maybe Lord of the Rings?? And Ocean's 13? And X-Men??)
But Fantastic Four Part 2 is just BLEAH...
Plot is dumb..the heroes didn't quite do much in the show except quarrel half the time and say dumb, meaningless things...I'll take X-Men over the F4 anytime....
Oh, but to give F4 some little credit..the comedic moments were plentiful...
=========
Night Safari was nice...Hope Marac got to see some of the animals whilst on the tram ride....The commentary was going too fast at the beginning that even I got blur...what more to a 3 yr-old kid?
Wonder how it will be like being a volunteer there..saw a poster...
Will go to the zoo's website to take a look at how that scheme goes...
Ahboy offered to fetch me home from there...haha..that is if I really do volunteer there lah..=)
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Complain time.
URS shoes always give me problems. This particular pair which I bought for CNY. I've only worn it 2 or 3 times..including CNY. And it's given me trouble each time suhc that I've left it collecting dust in the shoe cupboard for a few months already.
Opened my cupboard yesterday morning and saw it sitting forlornly there in its corner...
Thought I'd be kind and give it another chance...
Truly regrettable decision I must say...for it gave me hell...
Lots of plaster was used..I was walking weird by the end of the day..
Bathed at night after I got home and was too tired to remember that I couldn't let water touch it directly too soon...
Voila!!!
Hot water on 2 big angry blisters = a shell who was jumping around in the toilet...at 1am in the morning...
And now I am stuck with a big blister on both feet..just below where the big toe starts...
The one on my left foot is not looking good...red, raw, angry, swollen and ugly..and um...oozing some liquid for the whole of today...
I think I have to bring out my antiseptic cream liaozzzz
The one on the right is still not so bad...red and angry but showing signs of drying up already...
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B-R-O-K-E
Spent $170 on the Night Safari tickets tonight..
Spent $260 bucks this afternoon to sign up for my next semester of French classes.
Gonna spend $400 getting a new phone within the next 2-3 weeks.
Still accumulating new clothes for work...and shoes...
Man, June's expenditure is super high..!!
Shit..wedding dinner on 1st & 7th July...aaaahahhhh!!!!!
=========
Surprisingly..I am quite wide awake now....
And the tongue is trying to psycho the brain to put some food into the system...or is it the other
way around??
Wait..or is it the tummy telling the brain? Or the...hmm mm....
It's 1am...slight drizzle outside...
Cool air...
Life's beautiful.. ahhaha....
Ok....I am spouting nonsense already....Time for the next post!!!
Sodagreen - Little Love Song (yes, i know again!!)
This is the original MV...I am so in love with this song..
Think I might get their album just for this song...heard some of their other songs on YouTube....some are quite good too...
My heart would just melt if a guy would play this on his guitar and sing it for me..
But alas...dreams are but dreams...
Soda Green - Little Love Song
Man I just love this song...the piano accompaniement is just so lovely..so sweet...so touching...
Friday, June 15, 2007
DUCKIES UNITE!!
Duckie girls gathering went well...
I love it when gatherings go like this...
You don't meet each other for 6 months but when you do...you just pick up from where it was left off the previous time and then yak away again....
We went through our usual SOP again....round table updates...each one taking her turn to update & ghossip about her happenings in life...
It was a pity Selin couldn't turn up at the last minute...else we would have been a complete group...
Glad to see Lydia so happy with her current life...new bf, good job..good pay...living it up in Indonesia...
Glad that EE Hong is happily married...
Glad that Tricia is doing good in her job...though she wants to move on..
Glad that Ginger is still as bubbly as ever.. haha....
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The dinner was at Waraku in Marina Square...It was a fiasco in its own sense...
Ee Hong's food did not arrive at all despite several reminders....we finished our food already..and hers was still not here...Checked again and was told that the order never ever got in the system...
Needless to say....Ee Hong ...the most gungho & garang person of our group....screwed them upside down...From the Supervisor to the Assistant Restaurant Manager...
They were suay lah..of all people, it had to happen to her.
And so...muahaha....the 5 of us got a free meal...with desserts thrown in for free...
Service recovery was good....the young waitres who screwed up the order even came in at the end to apologise to all of us...
I felt bad for them actually...I mean to have a team of people saying sorry to you for like 15-20 times in a single night was too much for me hahha...
Oh well...always the soft soft me....
Hmm mm...somehow it's always Ee Hong getting the shit.. ahha....Were at Lau Pa Sat the other time and she got a huge summon for parking illegally....a huge summon plus 4 points...
And tonight this thing happened... haha...
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Spoke to Daniel again on MSN this afternoon...I really don't know what or how to help him...
Think he didn't want to disturb me at work..but he was also feeling very bad about his situation...and badly needed someone to talk to...
Plus..I think I am the only one who knows the full whole story of this situation he is in...
Even his mum & good guy friends don't know...
Sigh...tried my best to listen and give some views...but what I can say has all been said...
Just hope things go okay for him...
He asked if I would support him...I said whatever decision he makes..of cos I will support him...
Whether I think its the right or wrong decision...it doesn't matter cos it's his own path anyway...
I can't dictate it...
I can only give him my listening ears, my support and my shoulder to cry on...hahha if he needs it that is....
He has a few weeks more to settle this thing before he flies back to Australia...Will say a silent prayer for him tonight...
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I think i am super shy when it comes to me being in a group of new people...or strangers so to speak...
I hope it doesn't translate into people thinking I am arrogant or dao or whatever...
I have a black face when I don't smile too...Hope it doesn't put others off haha...
Sighzzz...
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I miss ahboy....even though we went for a movie yesterday...
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Was at Plaza Sing yesterday when I discovered a new shop..It's next to the OP shop on the ..hmm mmm...lemme see...
The 3rd or 4th floor I think.
It's a stationery shop...selling papers, and trinkets and lotsa art & crafts pieces for scrap book making....
Oh my god...I went gaga in there....if not for the fact that I was gonna watch a movie..I think I would have grabbed lotsa pretty paper to buy!!!!
So pretty!!! So many designs!!! So many colours!!! So many so many!!!
The art & craft pieces for scrap book making were expensive though...
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Wonder if I have the chance to go over to Hong Kong..hmmmm...
I will soon be involved in doing regional marketing...the new Finance Manager who only came in a week earlier than me...will be going next week...
But it's for a valid reason lah..of sorting out the accounting system over at the branch office over there....
For me leh.. hmm mm.....wonder if I will get a chance to go....hmm mm....
Cross fingers?? haha...
I got an arrow today...I am abit kan cheong about it actually.
Was told in the morning. That I would be tasked to organise the company's annual D&D.
The date has been set. 18th August.
BUTTTT....nothing has been done yet. I went like WHAT?? Nothing has been done??
Venue hasn't been booked. Events company hasn't been booked....
And there's only 2 months to go settle things...
Guess tomorrow will be a quotes gathering day....
*prays hard for things to go smooth*
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Lemme see...there's another gathering tomorrow
With Glenn & Chloe & Jenice...
Hiakzz...at Blue Mist...yum yum!!!
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Saturday...has been set as Night Safari day...
Will have dinner with ahboy first after my french class....maybe thrown in some window-shopping time....
And then we will head down to Night SAfari to get tix and then wait for the rest to come...
Who's the rest??
Mum, Dad, Adrian, Mei & Marc.
It's sort of like a Father's Day outing. Of cos, with Marc in mind too lah...he wants to see crocodiles...err....don't think at night can see crocodiles though...Night Safari don't have right?
I love it when gatherings go like this...
You don't meet each other for 6 months but when you do...you just pick up from where it was left off the previous time and then yak away again....
We went through our usual SOP again....round table updates...each one taking her turn to update & ghossip about her happenings in life...
It was a pity Selin couldn't turn up at the last minute...else we would have been a complete group...
Glad to see Lydia so happy with her current life...new bf, good job..good pay...living it up in Indonesia...
Glad that EE Hong is happily married...
Glad that Tricia is doing good in her job...though she wants to move on..
Glad that Ginger is still as bubbly as ever.. haha....
===========
The dinner was at Waraku in Marina Square...It was a fiasco in its own sense...
Ee Hong's food did not arrive at all despite several reminders....we finished our food already..and hers was still not here...Checked again and was told that the order never ever got in the system...
Needless to say....Ee Hong ...the most gungho & garang person of our group....screwed them upside down...From the Supervisor to the Assistant Restaurant Manager...
They were suay lah..of all people, it had to happen to her.
And so...muahaha....the 5 of us got a free meal...with desserts thrown in for free...
Service recovery was good....the young waitres who screwed up the order even came in at the end to apologise to all of us...
I felt bad for them actually...I mean to have a team of people saying sorry to you for like 15-20 times in a single night was too much for me hahha...
Oh well...always the soft soft me....
Hmm mm...somehow it's always Ee Hong getting the shit.. ahha....Were at Lau Pa Sat the other time and she got a huge summon for parking illegally....a huge summon plus 4 points...
And tonight this thing happened... haha...
===========
Spoke to Daniel again on MSN this afternoon...I really don't know what or how to help him...
Think he didn't want to disturb me at work..but he was also feeling very bad about his situation...and badly needed someone to talk to...
Plus..I think I am the only one who knows the full whole story of this situation he is in...
Even his mum & good guy friends don't know...
Sigh...tried my best to listen and give some views...but what I can say has all been said...
Just hope things go okay for him...
He asked if I would support him...I said whatever decision he makes..of cos I will support him...
Whether I think its the right or wrong decision...it doesn't matter cos it's his own path anyway...
I can't dictate it...
I can only give him my listening ears, my support and my shoulder to cry on...hahha if he needs it that is....
He has a few weeks more to settle this thing before he flies back to Australia...Will say a silent prayer for him tonight...
===========
I think i am super shy when it comes to me being in a group of new people...or strangers so to speak...
I hope it doesn't translate into people thinking I am arrogant or dao or whatever...
I have a black face when I don't smile too...Hope it doesn't put others off haha...
Sighzzz...
===========
I miss ahboy....even though we went for a movie yesterday...
===========
Was at Plaza Sing yesterday when I discovered a new shop..It's next to the OP shop on the ..hmm mmm...lemme see...
The 3rd or 4th floor I think.
It's a stationery shop...selling papers, and trinkets and lotsa art & crafts pieces for scrap book making....
Oh my god...I went gaga in there....if not for the fact that I was gonna watch a movie..I think I would have grabbed lotsa pretty paper to buy!!!!
So pretty!!! So many designs!!! So many colours!!! So many so many!!!
The art & craft pieces for scrap book making were expensive though...
===========
Wonder if I have the chance to go over to Hong Kong..hmmmm...
I will soon be involved in doing regional marketing...the new Finance Manager who only came in a week earlier than me...will be going next week...
But it's for a valid reason lah..of sorting out the accounting system over at the branch office over there....
For me leh.. hmm mm.....wonder if I will get a chance to go....hmm mm....
Cross fingers?? haha...
I got an arrow today...I am abit kan cheong about it actually.
Was told in the morning. That I would be tasked to organise the company's annual D&D.
The date has been set. 18th August.
BUTTTT....nothing has been done yet. I went like WHAT?? Nothing has been done??
Venue hasn't been booked. Events company hasn't been booked....
And there's only 2 months to go settle things...
Guess tomorrow will be a quotes gathering day....
*prays hard for things to go smooth*
===========
Lemme see...there's another gathering tomorrow
With Glenn & Chloe & Jenice...
Hiakzz...at Blue Mist...yum yum!!!
===========
Saturday...has been set as Night Safari day...
Will have dinner with ahboy first after my french class....maybe thrown in some window-shopping time....
And then we will head down to Night SAfari to get tix and then wait for the rest to come...
Who's the rest??
Mum, Dad, Adrian, Mei & Marc.
It's sort of like a Father's Day outing. Of cos, with Marc in mind too lah...he wants to see crocodiles...err....don't think at night can see crocodiles though...Night Safari don't have right?
Thursday, June 14, 2007
that THING
Oh yah..I forgot one important thing...
Well...the something which I imagined was happening...the THING I was talking about on Monday night..
But which I cannot reveal at this point in time...It REALLY is happening.
My gut feel and observations...have proven right again...It all adds up...and now even more so with more confirmations from other sources...sigh...in a way..it has lead to some disappointment...a minor bit of frustration...some disgust and lots of questions....
Only 2 others know about it at this point in time...And we were tlaking about it today...One has expressed similar thoughts to me..The other I think similar thoughts as well..just that he chooses not to think or bother too much about it...
Ahboy said...Not up to me to determine if it's right or wrong...
I know and I agree...But still...I feel for the situation...guess it's cos I know all the parties involved...and this time round (yes, it has happened before)....it concerns young kids...
I wonder how things will pan out this time. Will that person snap out of his ideas?
Will there be a better ending? I hope so...I hope so for the sake of the young uns...
One big question. Why? Why do it again and again?
Is this path of life a nice one to walk? Or maybe..to put it crudely and speculatively...is the $$$ attractive perhaps?
I am speaking in riddles...Perhaps one day...I will divulge more...depends on how the situation goes...
Well...the something which I imagined was happening...the THING I was talking about on Monday night..
But which I cannot reveal at this point in time...It REALLY is happening.
My gut feel and observations...have proven right again...It all adds up...and now even more so with more confirmations from other sources...sigh...in a way..it has lead to some disappointment...a minor bit of frustration...some disgust and lots of questions....
Only 2 others know about it at this point in time...And we were tlaking about it today...One has expressed similar thoughts to me..The other I think similar thoughts as well..just that he chooses not to think or bother too much about it...
Ahboy said...Not up to me to determine if it's right or wrong...
I know and I agree...But still...I feel for the situation...guess it's cos I know all the parties involved...and this time round (yes, it has happened before)....it concerns young kids...
I wonder how things will pan out this time. Will that person snap out of his ideas?
Will there be a better ending? I hope so...I hope so for the sake of the young uns...
One big question. Why? Why do it again and again?
Is this path of life a nice one to walk? Or maybe..to put it crudely and speculatively...is the $$$ attractive perhaps?
I am speaking in riddles...Perhaps one day...I will divulge more...depends on how the situation goes...
yawn yawn yawn!!!
Just got home..am tired...but I just wanna jot some stuff down.. ahha
Watched Ocean's 13.. ahha...Superb...=) Just like the 1st 2 instalments...
George Clooney seems to ooze more the sex appeal with each year added onto his age
Brad Pitt looks like he's getting a bit too much wrinkles on his face...BUT...he's sstill as suave as last time....(or maybe the wardrobe designer on the set did a great job for him..)
I used to mix up Matt Damon & Mark Wahlberg...But in colclusion..I think I like Mark Wahlberg better... haha...more man...and more mature...=)
Next up....Fantastic 4...oh yah..shit....I still have not gotten down to watching Pirates haha....SUAKU!!!
Eagerly awating Transformers...Used to watch the cartoon....woohoo!
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Man..late nights have taken a toll on my throat and my eye bags.. haha
I still have a few more days to tahan...
Thursday with the Duckie girls..Lydia is back from Indonesia...her 18 months teaching stint...now only 6 months into it....
Friday with Ahboy...and yeah..will be getting a new handphone..hmm mm...
Will it be an E65 or a W880i? Or the new samsung?? hmmmm...
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Getting along slightly better with new colleagues...
Am still considering how it will be to join the headhunting team...hmm mm...
They just jio-ed me again today ahah...
I think I am getting audacious...gave the CEO attitude today..
*tsk tsk* Better watch myself...But when you see things done in such a haphazard manner...you tend to argh....just get abit frustrated at how $$$ is being thrown away.
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Lunch & dinner appointments lined up...some next week...man oh man....
Like I've said before..it's the season of gatherings & catch-ups...
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Quick update on granny...
Still the same..coughing like mad..
But fever is gone...
Kena scolding by Dad in hospital...COs well...being the stubborn mule that she is. She went to the loo without asking for a nurse to be around.
Seriously don't know what to do about it.
Dad is trying one errr....major tactic. He threatened not to come by to even see her in hospital if she still insists on doing that.
Sigh...
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Ok...super stoned...
Heading for a quick bath and then.....oh my bed!!!!!!!!!!!
Watched Ocean's 13.. ahha...Superb...=) Just like the 1st 2 instalments...
George Clooney seems to ooze more the sex appeal with each year added onto his age
Brad Pitt looks like he's getting a bit too much wrinkles on his face...BUT...he's sstill as suave as last time....(or maybe the wardrobe designer on the set did a great job for him..)
I used to mix up Matt Damon & Mark Wahlberg...But in colclusion..I think I like Mark Wahlberg better... haha...more man...and more mature...=)
Next up....Fantastic 4...oh yah..shit....I still have not gotten down to watching Pirates haha....SUAKU!!!
Eagerly awating Transformers...Used to watch the cartoon....woohoo!
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Man..late nights have taken a toll on my throat and my eye bags.. haha
I still have a few more days to tahan...
Thursday with the Duckie girls..Lydia is back from Indonesia...her 18 months teaching stint...now only 6 months into it....
Friday with Ahboy...and yeah..will be getting a new handphone..hmm mm...
Will it be an E65 or a W880i? Or the new samsung?? hmmmm...
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Getting along slightly better with new colleagues...
Am still considering how it will be to join the headhunting team...hmm mm...
They just jio-ed me again today ahah...
I think I am getting audacious...gave the CEO attitude today..
*tsk tsk* Better watch myself...But when you see things done in such a haphazard manner...you tend to argh....just get abit frustrated at how $$$ is being thrown away.
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Lunch & dinner appointments lined up...some next week...man oh man....
Like I've said before..it's the season of gatherings & catch-ups...
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Quick update on granny...
Still the same..coughing like mad..
But fever is gone...
Kena scolding by Dad in hospital...COs well...being the stubborn mule that she is. She went to the loo without asking for a nurse to be around.
Seriously don't know what to do about it.
Dad is trying one errr....major tactic. He threatened not to come by to even see her in hospital if she still insists on doing that.
Sigh...
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Ok...super stoned...
Heading for a quick bath and then.....oh my bed!!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
my tuesday...
Gran was admitted to CGH today..Dad SMS-ed me around 10-plus this morning.
It's been a monthly affair for the past 3-4 months.
This time round, it's wheezing, bad cough, throat infection, lung infection and diarrhoea...
Quote a lot of things to happen at the same time...for someone so old...
Right now..even a 5m walk to the toilet seems a tough journey for her...
Was there to see her just now...Had to control my tears when I was looking at her coughing her guts out...figuratively of course...
But literally, her face turned red...her veins were showing on her face and throat...
She was coughing till she was almost breathless...wheezing, coughing at the same time..
Was almost afraid to leave the hospital..Hope she really does't remain stubborn...Really hope she remembers to call the nurse on night duty if and when she needs to take a leak...
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Had an impromptu dinner with Daniel tonight. After the visit to the hospital...
Chatted for 3 hours...
Guess what? Shouldn't be difficult for you...but well...yeah, was Aunt Agony again..
Hahaa...Good listener that I am...3 different people pouring out their thoughts and situations to you within a week is quite taxing in its own sense...
Felt emotional tonight...Was almost on the edge of tears when I was talking to Dan just now...
He means a lot to me...as a friend of course...Went through things since hostel days...been 8 great years...Hope things pan out well for him..I can't solve his problems...and for tonight..I have to say..I really felt more than helpless...Perhaps it's cos I know both parties involved...
Argh...just hope things turn out okay..
Will be calling him in a few days time again...
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Was on MSN with Tien Phey this afternoon.
I have to say...I was abit harsh on him...Couldn't help it...I was feeling frustrated too..
1 year ago I asked him..."How's things?"
The answer I got was "xianzzz....work sux.."
6 months ago... asked him "How's things?"
He said "Bad. Not good. Terrible. Horrible. xianzzzz......work sux, everything suxxx...I want to leave soon...I am still single...there is no hope..."
3 months ago "How's things?"
"Very bad. I want to leave soon...but not say want to leave then can leave..work suxx...my life suxx...everything is not going well...nothing is going well..."
I rate myself as a pessimistic person..
If I am pessimistic. This person is GOD DAMN PESSIMISTIC. I have not heard a single word of "alright..things are going fine..." from him..since dunno how long ago....
Seems the older he gets...the more pessimistic he gets...
Man, did his pessimism rub off on me during our brief 4 months together last time?? Hope not..
I was harsh to him today. Which I regretted abit later..but I had to make him see my point.
My point is....you complain since a year ago...but you don't seem to be doing much about it?! What is wrong? Find out what is wrong then work out steps to solve it! Moping, spiralling downwards ain't a way to get things moving ahead??
After my stiff outburst. He told me.
"I dun wanna tok abit it. Next time don't ask me how are things going for me. I think you oso frustrated by me."
And how was I supposed to answer that???
Sighzzzz....I am genuinely concerned...and my ears are for you...I care for you and I really want things to go well for you....
But I cannot be there to listen to you moan and groan about the horrible world you live in all the time! Not when it's the same comments and sighs and moans and groans I've heard since last year...
I hate feeling helpless when I cannot do much for other party....especially when the other party refuses to do much to help himself...???
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Tired...have a feeling tomorrow will be a long day...
Especially in terms of work...
Heading to bed....
Signing off,
Emotional, frustrated, worried, stressed...yet strangely in a way, happy shell
It's been a monthly affair for the past 3-4 months.
This time round, it's wheezing, bad cough, throat infection, lung infection and diarrhoea...
Quote a lot of things to happen at the same time...for someone so old...
Right now..even a 5m walk to the toilet seems a tough journey for her...
Was there to see her just now...Had to control my tears when I was looking at her coughing her guts out...figuratively of course...
But literally, her face turned red...her veins were showing on her face and throat...
She was coughing till she was almost breathless...wheezing, coughing at the same time..
Was almost afraid to leave the hospital..Hope she really does't remain stubborn...Really hope she remembers to call the nurse on night duty if and when she needs to take a leak...
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Had an impromptu dinner with Daniel tonight. After the visit to the hospital...
Chatted for 3 hours...
Guess what? Shouldn't be difficult for you...but well...yeah, was Aunt Agony again..
Hahaa...Good listener that I am...3 different people pouring out their thoughts and situations to you within a week is quite taxing in its own sense...
Felt emotional tonight...Was almost on the edge of tears when I was talking to Dan just now...
He means a lot to me...as a friend of course...Went through things since hostel days...been 8 great years...Hope things pan out well for him..I can't solve his problems...and for tonight..I have to say..I really felt more than helpless...Perhaps it's cos I know both parties involved...
Argh...just hope things turn out okay..
Will be calling him in a few days time again...
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Was on MSN with Tien Phey this afternoon.
I have to say...I was abit harsh on him...Couldn't help it...I was feeling frustrated too..
1 year ago I asked him..."How's things?"
The answer I got was "xianzzz....work sux.."
6 months ago... asked him "How's things?"
He said "Bad. Not good. Terrible. Horrible. xianzzzz......work sux, everything suxxx...I want to leave soon...I am still single...there is no hope..."
3 months ago "How's things?"
"Very bad. I want to leave soon...but not say want to leave then can leave..work suxx...my life suxx...everything is not going well...nothing is going well..."
I rate myself as a pessimistic person..
If I am pessimistic. This person is GOD DAMN PESSIMISTIC. I have not heard a single word of "alright..things are going fine..." from him..since dunno how long ago....
Seems the older he gets...the more pessimistic he gets...
Man, did his pessimism rub off on me during our brief 4 months together last time?? Hope not..
I was harsh to him today. Which I regretted abit later..but I had to make him see my point.
My point is....you complain since a year ago...but you don't seem to be doing much about it?! What is wrong? Find out what is wrong then work out steps to solve it! Moping, spiralling downwards ain't a way to get things moving ahead??
After my stiff outburst. He told me.
"I dun wanna tok abit it. Next time don't ask me how are things going for me. I think you oso frustrated by me."
And how was I supposed to answer that???
Sighzzzz....I am genuinely concerned...and my ears are for you...I care for you and I really want things to go well for you....
But I cannot be there to listen to you moan and groan about the horrible world you live in all the time! Not when it's the same comments and sighs and moans and groans I've heard since last year...
I hate feeling helpless when I cannot do much for other party....especially when the other party refuses to do much to help himself...???
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Tired...have a feeling tomorrow will be a long day...
Especially in terms of work...
Heading to bed....
Signing off,
Emotional, frustrated, worried, stressed...yet strangely in a way, happy shell
Monday, June 11, 2007
granny updates..
"She's getting weaker by the day."
Quote unquote...a comment from my dad.
She went to bed at 8pm. Heading to bed earlier and earlier nowadays...
She spent the next hour muttering to herself on the bed...and singing and humming..
Perhaps some old long forgotten melody form her younger days...I dunno...
Curled up on her side, both hands clasped beneath her head, palm to palm.
But it was eerie...it was sad...it was worrying...
Occassionally, her mutterings and hummings will be interrupted by her coughing...
But she'll resume afterwards...
In a way..I feel for the maid too..cos she sleeps in the same room as Granny...
Sometimes, according to her..in the middle of the night..Granny will start muttering too..whether she's awake, semi conscious of purely dreaming...she doesn't know though...
Before she went to bed, Gran was huffing and puffing...complained that her back ached...
The horoscope hails true...it said to take extra caution for those Monkeys with old folks at home...
Quote unquote...a comment from my dad.
She went to bed at 8pm. Heading to bed earlier and earlier nowadays...
She spent the next hour muttering to herself on the bed...and singing and humming..
Perhaps some old long forgotten melody form her younger days...I dunno...
Curled up on her side, both hands clasped beneath her head, palm to palm.
But it was eerie...it was sad...it was worrying...
Occassionally, her mutterings and hummings will be interrupted by her coughing...
But she'll resume afterwards...
In a way..I feel for the maid too..cos she sleeps in the same room as Granny...
Sometimes, according to her..in the middle of the night..Granny will start muttering too..whether she's awake, semi conscious of purely dreaming...she doesn't know though...
Before she went to bed, Gran was huffing and puffing...complained that her back ached...
The horoscope hails true...it said to take extra caution for those Monkeys with old folks at home...
Incoherent babbling...But I think C, you'll understand...
Aw man...think I just sent 20-odd messages to Chloe...felt bad about disturbing her when she's supposed to be studying for her exam tomorrow...
But But But...She was the 1st person I absolutely had to tell!!! hahaha...so I put on my selfish mask & SMS-ed her & Glenn...
Only Chloe replied...
We were discussing something...something which I will not divulge here..not when it's only speculation on my part...and gut feel...
But with regards to this particular person..my gut feel somehow always seems to be accurate...
From the fling to the boyfriend...and now to another grim possibility...
Sighzz....I can only hope it is not what I'm imagining...
If it is...then I'll really be quite disappointed...and I think maybe I might not be the only one to be disappointed...
After so many of my close guy friends have gone astray...(or almost did..)
I was beginning to lose faith in the opposite sex....
If my hypothesis holds true..........aw man...I'll seriously scream my head off.....
I cannot imagine it...but yet, bits and pieces are falling into place to form a fuzzy picture..
Just like the other time when I deduced something about this person...which turned out to be so very true in the end...
And what this fuzzy picture is turning out to be...is still speculation on my part...but I think I'm beginning to not like what I see....or might see...
Shit...am speaking in riddles here...
Cos I can't say too much...Ain't fair for some people...
But But But...I need an outlet to vent for the moment....
Glenn is MIA, Chloe is studying...and Ahboy is working!!!!
Virtual world...you're my saviour!!!!!!!
But But But...She was the 1st person I absolutely had to tell!!! hahaha...so I put on my selfish mask & SMS-ed her & Glenn...
Only Chloe replied...
We were discussing something...something which I will not divulge here..not when it's only speculation on my part...and gut feel...
But with regards to this particular person..my gut feel somehow always seems to be accurate...
From the fling to the boyfriend...and now to another grim possibility...
Sighzz....I can only hope it is not what I'm imagining...
If it is...then I'll really be quite disappointed...and I think maybe I might not be the only one to be disappointed...
After so many of my close guy friends have gone astray...(or almost did..)
I was beginning to lose faith in the opposite sex....
If my hypothesis holds true..........aw man...I'll seriously scream my head off.....
I cannot imagine it...but yet, bits and pieces are falling into place to form a fuzzy picture..
Just like the other time when I deduced something about this person...which turned out to be so very true in the end...
And what this fuzzy picture is turning out to be...is still speculation on my part...but I think I'm beginning to not like what I see....or might see...
Shit...am speaking in riddles here...
Cos I can't say too much...Ain't fair for some people...
But But But...I need an outlet to vent for the moment....
Glenn is MIA, Chloe is studying...and Ahboy is working!!!!
Virtual world...you're my saviour!!!!!!!
Sunday, June 10, 2007
I want to comprain!!!!!!!!!!!
I want to watch Ugly Betty but both my parents are hogging the 2 TVs at home!!!!
One's watching a dumb Chinese show..and the other one is watching some dumb violent Jap movie!!!!!
*pout*
Makes me wonder why I am relegated to facing my PC screen or hugging my storybook always....
*pout*
One's watching a dumb Chinese show..and the other one is watching some dumb violent Jap movie!!!!!
*pout*
Makes me wonder why I am relegated to facing my PC screen or hugging my storybook always....
*pout*
interesting webbies
Found an interesting site...
Was wathcing some of the videos on the site...simple..kinda cute...
There were some videos playing oldies..songs from the 30s era...so nice...so warm...so cuddly..
www.flipflopflyin.com
Go take a look...
Herd there's another interesting site..but I've not gone in to see yet....wonder what it's about...
www.beaverandsteve.com
Was wathcing some of the videos on the site...simple..kinda cute...
There were some videos playing oldies..songs from the 30s era...so nice...so warm...so cuddly..
www.flipflopflyin.com
Go take a look...
Herd there's another interesting site..but I've not gone in to see yet....wonder what it's about...
www.beaverandsteve.com
Granny...
She seemed ok when I talked to her yesterday and this morning...
Yet, there are momentary bouts of hmm....how shall I put it...
Momentary bouts of forgetfulness? helplessness? blurness?
Which makes us all worried about how her state of mind is....
#Incident 1
The maid brought her to the toilet on Thursday evening.
She removed her pants but left her undergarment on...and happily let go...
She still didn't realise it and grabbed a handful of toilet paper to wipe....
It was only at this point in time that my maid realised what had happened...
#Incident 2
She got up one morning last week. She had breakfast and was about to put on her medicated eyedrops after the meal...
Her specs was still on...and she was dripping the medication onto her specs....without realising it...
Other small small things like that...
Sighzzz....
Yet, there are momentary bouts of hmm....how shall I put it...
Momentary bouts of forgetfulness? helplessness? blurness?
Which makes us all worried about how her state of mind is....
#Incident 1
The maid brought her to the toilet on Thursday evening.
She removed her pants but left her undergarment on...and happily let go...
She still didn't realise it and grabbed a handful of toilet paper to wipe....
It was only at this point in time that my maid realised what had happened...
#Incident 2
She got up one morning last week. She had breakfast and was about to put on her medicated eyedrops after the meal...
Her specs was still on...and she was dripping the medication onto her specs....without realising it...
Other small small things like that...
Sighzzz....
sunday...time to grab some time for myself...
Here I am again..being facinated with Gemini people...It's a love hate relationship with them.
Just realised I have so many Gemini friends...
29th May - Guin
1st June - Siva
4th June - WeiHao
5th June - Jonathan
6th June - Kelvin
8th June - Chiew Sze
10th June - William
12th June - Winnie
14th June - Jenaline
20th June - Jenice
22nd June - Chiew Huey (I think...somewhere in June lah..haha..)
And I think there's still some others..hmm mm..
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Was with the other girls yesterday...Over at Susan & Binggen's place..
Having a simple branstorming session about the comings & goings for Gail's wedding..
She's a cool banana....
Think deep inside..I was more kancheong than she was.. ahha...
Was flipping through some of the bridal magazines which she hauled over from her place...
Lovely lovely dresses....so pretty!!! so sweet!!! =D
Saw some cute/sweet ideas for doorgifts as well....oh, and as Gail highlighted..
Haha...the correct term is "wedding favours"...
There was a section in a magazine on how guys did their proposals...
There was a story where a guy brought his gal to the zoo...they went for an animal performance show...
When the emcee called for volunteers, the guy was "picked"...
He went on stage...and read out his love poem and his proposal to his gal...
And so she accepted..in front of hundreds of tourists & visitors to the zoo... haha....nice touch...
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Ahboy was at a wedding in JB yesterday...Asked him if the bride (who was his friend) looked good...
Said she looked pretty....
Wah..means she must have been really pretty...
To get that word out of him is like digging for gold in the toilet bowl...(hey it rhymes...hmm...!!)
I feel a pang of jealousy!!! hahaa....
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My tongue is itchy..
My mouth is itchy...
Itchy for snacks...
Itchy for beer...
Aw man...
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*prays hard*
Hope citibank gets back to me...Hope hope hope hope hope hope they will....
*prays hard*
Just realised I have so many Gemini friends...
29th May - Guin
1st June - Siva
4th June - WeiHao
5th June - Jonathan
6th June - Kelvin
8th June - Chiew Sze
10th June - William
12th June - Winnie
14th June - Jenaline
20th June - Jenice
22nd June - Chiew Huey (I think...somewhere in June lah..haha..)
And I think there's still some others..hmm mm..
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Was with the other girls yesterday...Over at Susan & Binggen's place..
Having a simple branstorming session about the comings & goings for Gail's wedding..
She's a cool banana....
Think deep inside..I was more kancheong than she was.. ahha...
Was flipping through some of the bridal magazines which she hauled over from her place...
Lovely lovely dresses....so pretty!!! so sweet!!! =D
Saw some cute/sweet ideas for doorgifts as well....oh, and as Gail highlighted..
Haha...the correct term is "wedding favours"...
There was a section in a magazine on how guys did their proposals...
There was a story where a guy brought his gal to the zoo...they went for an animal performance show...
When the emcee called for volunteers, the guy was "picked"...
He went on stage...and read out his love poem and his proposal to his gal...
And so she accepted..in front of hundreds of tourists & visitors to the zoo... haha....nice touch...
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Ahboy was at a wedding in JB yesterday...Asked him if the bride (who was his friend) looked good...
Said she looked pretty....
Wah..means she must have been really pretty...
To get that word out of him is like digging for gold in the toilet bowl...(hey it rhymes...hmm...!!)
I feel a pang of jealousy!!! hahaa....
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My tongue is itchy..
My mouth is itchy...
Itchy for snacks...
Itchy for beer...
Aw man...
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*prays hard*
Hope citibank gets back to me...Hope hope hope hope hope hope they will....
*prays hard*
Friday, June 08, 2007
the mind and it's workings...
For the past few days that I...........
Was trundling along in the train..
Was walking to work..
Was in the bus..
I was thinking...
It's quite saddening to see myself seeking reprieve in material things...
For how much reprieve can you get, from buying a new pair of shoes or a new bag or a new dress or a new shade of lippie or a new whatever?
Or is this just part of being a woman?
The relief is probably momentary...fleeting moments of happiness...
Only to be replaced by that "something" soon enough again...
That something which spells...emptiness?
No, emptiness is too strong a word to use here..
I love my family, I love my friends, I love ahboy...that's not empty...
What I mean is...that feeling deep inside..that big question mark deep inside that encompasses so many things:
- who am i?
- why am i here?
- what is the purpose of my existence?
- what do i wanna do?
- how do i do it?
- where should i go?
- how do i go there?
- when should i do it?
- how should i do it?
The question mark that encompasses so many things...which at this point in time...are just empty statements of curiosity..empty statements of questioning which when put together...amount to nothing much actually...at least for now...since they don't have accompanying answers...
Paradoxical?? Lemme rephrase it...
Big bag full of question marks.
Just question marks with no meat for answers at the moment.
Which makes them small, simple question marks...
But yet these small question marks carry so much weight and importance to your life...
Which makes them big, simple question marks...
So small yet so big.
So big yet so small.
I think I am confusing myself, if not others...
Hahaa...I am tired...my brain must be in a wobbly state now...to be writing so much oxymorons..
I find it hard to comprehend myself...how can i expect others to understand me?
Or perhaps I am me and that alone makes it hard to see myself...
Perhaps someone standing at a distance from me will see myself more clearly...
Pray tell...what do you see in this being?
Was trundling along in the train..
Was walking to work..
Was in the bus..
I was thinking...
It's quite saddening to see myself seeking reprieve in material things...
For how much reprieve can you get, from buying a new pair of shoes or a new bag or a new dress or a new shade of lippie or a new whatever?
Or is this just part of being a woman?
The relief is probably momentary...fleeting moments of happiness...
Only to be replaced by that "something" soon enough again...
That something which spells...emptiness?
No, emptiness is too strong a word to use here..
I love my family, I love my friends, I love ahboy...that's not empty...
What I mean is...that feeling deep inside..that big question mark deep inside that encompasses so many things:
- who am i?
- why am i here?
- what is the purpose of my existence?
- what do i wanna do?
- how do i do it?
- where should i go?
- how do i go there?
- when should i do it?
- how should i do it?
The question mark that encompasses so many things...which at this point in time...are just empty statements of curiosity..empty statements of questioning which when put together...amount to nothing much actually...at least for now...since they don't have accompanying answers...
Paradoxical?? Lemme rephrase it...
Big bag full of question marks.
Just question marks with no meat for answers at the moment.
Which makes them small, simple question marks...
But yet these small question marks carry so much weight and importance to your life...
Which makes them big, simple question marks...
So small yet so big.
So big yet so small.
I think I am confusing myself, if not others...
Hahaa...I am tired...my brain must be in a wobbly state now...to be writing so much oxymorons..
I find it hard to comprehend myself...how can i expect others to understand me?
Or perhaps I am me and that alone makes it hard to see myself...
Perhaps someone standing at a distance from me will see myself more clearly...
Pray tell...what do you see in this being?
friends, friendships... I LIKE!!!
It's funny...there's seasonality in socialising...At least in my circle...
Things can be awfully quiet...and then suddenlyl boom...within one day I get calls and sms-es asking to meet up...At least 7 calls & SMS-es within today...wow....
Was supposed to go Ice Cold Beer tonight with Kym & XL...but had a sore throat & a leaky nose..so decided not to go...Afterall, was there last week with them too haha...
Was loitering in Tampines when Tai How called...And so an impromtu dinner was born...
We were talking for half an hour on the phone till he arrived in Tampines...
Met up and then parked ourselves at Sakae Sushi in Century Square and then continued our chat till the restaurant closed and we were the only customers left...
And then he walked me to the interchange to wait for my bus...
Except that..we were so engrossed in chatting that we didn't realise that we were just standing there and letting buses go by.. ahha...
Finally got on my bus...and then we continued our chat on the phone again!!! Hahahhaa....
Seriously when sometimes you have not seen your friend for about 2 months...this is what happens.. haha...Got off the phone when he finally reached his house in Bedok.. haha...
Spent 3 hours chatting non-stop...And I think we still have somemore things to say...
Think we should park ourselves in a bar...and just chill and chat...Used to do that with him...=)
The things he told me today...were juicy..=)
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Dear old Eddie called this morning...this goondu...will usually only call me when he needs something ... ahhaha...to think we used to go to lectures & skip classes for coffee back in uni days...
Asked me how my new job was...had some small talk before he finally told me what he wanted...
He needs my help & comments on how to propose to his gf...and what kinda rings to get...
Aiyoh... haha...
Meeting up for lunch next week...
Wanted to meet today but so last minute.. haha
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Cat Lai wanted to meet for lunch today too!!!!
Same thing, kinda last minute...Will reschedule..
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Don't understand PQ & TaiHow...
They see each other more often then I see each of them. They contact each other more than they contact me...
Yet, when they share things with me...Each will tell me, don't tell the other party hor...
Haha...nvm...I is Ms Listening Ear...I is Aunt Agony...I is Ms Helpline...
Am just glad they can share things with me..
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It's always so coincidental...and uncanny in a sense...It's almost like telepathy in a weird way...
Whenever someone suddenly pops up into my mind for whatever reason...That same person will contact me within the next few days...
I thought of Eddie last night..Wanted to tell him about the job vacancy in my new office...see if he wants to try...and then he called me this morning...
I thought of Gail 2 days' ago too...was wondering how her wedding preparations were coming along. And the I got her SMS this afternoon to meet up together with the rest tomorrow night...
I thought of TH a few days ago..and then he called me this evening...
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Man I love my friends...=)))
I love the sanity and insanity they bring to my life.. haha....
I love the balance and imbalances they bring ot my life...
I love the highs we climb to together and the lows we scrape through together...
Somehow at the end of the day...apart from your family giving that main structural support...
Who else is able to provide you with other pillars and structural walls?
Things can be awfully quiet...and then suddenlyl boom...within one day I get calls and sms-es asking to meet up...At least 7 calls & SMS-es within today...wow....
Was supposed to go Ice Cold Beer tonight with Kym & XL...but had a sore throat & a leaky nose..so decided not to go...Afterall, was there last week with them too haha...
Was loitering in Tampines when Tai How called...And so an impromtu dinner was born...
We were talking for half an hour on the phone till he arrived in Tampines...
Met up and then parked ourselves at Sakae Sushi in Century Square and then continued our chat till the restaurant closed and we were the only customers left...
And then he walked me to the interchange to wait for my bus...
Except that..we were so engrossed in chatting that we didn't realise that we were just standing there and letting buses go by.. ahha...
Finally got on my bus...and then we continued our chat on the phone again!!! Hahahhaa....
Seriously when sometimes you have not seen your friend for about 2 months...this is what happens.. haha...Got off the phone when he finally reached his house in Bedok.. haha...
Spent 3 hours chatting non-stop...And I think we still have somemore things to say...
Think we should park ourselves in a bar...and just chill and chat...Used to do that with him...=)
The things he told me today...were juicy..=)
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Dear old Eddie called this morning...this goondu...will usually only call me when he needs something ... ahhaha...to think we used to go to lectures & skip classes for coffee back in uni days...
Asked me how my new job was...had some small talk before he finally told me what he wanted...
He needs my help & comments on how to propose to his gf...and what kinda rings to get...
Aiyoh... haha...
Meeting up for lunch next week...
Wanted to meet today but so last minute.. haha
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Cat Lai wanted to meet for lunch today too!!!!
Same thing, kinda last minute...Will reschedule..
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Don't understand PQ & TaiHow...
They see each other more often then I see each of them. They contact each other more than they contact me...
Yet, when they share things with me...Each will tell me, don't tell the other party hor...
Haha...nvm...I is Ms Listening Ear...I is Aunt Agony...I is Ms Helpline...
Am just glad they can share things with me..
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It's always so coincidental...and uncanny in a sense...It's almost like telepathy in a weird way...
Whenever someone suddenly pops up into my mind for whatever reason...That same person will contact me within the next few days...
I thought of Eddie last night..Wanted to tell him about the job vacancy in my new office...see if he wants to try...and then he called me this morning...
I thought of Gail 2 days' ago too...was wondering how her wedding preparations were coming along. And the I got her SMS this afternoon to meet up together with the rest tomorrow night...
I thought of TH a few days ago..and then he called me this evening...
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Man I love my friends...=)))
I love the sanity and insanity they bring to my life.. haha....
I love the balance and imbalances they bring ot my life...
I love the highs we climb to together and the lows we scrape through together...
Somehow at the end of the day...apart from your family giving that main structural support...
Who else is able to provide you with other pillars and structural walls?
my dear chloe & see soon & all our dumb crude jokes...
Hahha....today is a day when I got abit cranky after work..
Chey, like as if it's Friday already.. ahha...reached IP from my new workplace...decided to buzz the old man and see what he's doing...
Was literally ranting into the phone to him...Think my adrenalin was going haywire.. haha....
This is someone who brightens up my sleepy afternoons with nutty, dirty, crude, dumb, nonsensical conversations...
For a guy aged 42 this year...that's quite a feat hahaha....in fact, I think sometimes, I have to keep up with him!!!
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Was at the MRT station after that...waiting for train to come by and I buzzed Chloe...started ranting nonsense to her too!!! hahhaha....
Man, I miss my MSN conversations with her... ahhaha....the same thing...all the nutty, dirty, crude, dumb, nonsensical conversations... hahaha....
But take heed! We've transferred that nonsense on MSN to the SMS! hahaha....ok lah...still 3 letters to form the acronym hahaha....
Our latest catchphrase....GMH...HAHAH!!! private joke..All I can say is that G stands for Grab...
hiakzzz....shall leave the rest to your imagination...
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Met Kel's 2 younger bros & even his mum whilst I was at the HK cafe with Jen last night..
Quite surprised to see him there...
And for him to recognise me hahhaa.....=p The 2nd bro really looks so much like Kel...
I miss Kel!!! And our long conversations of wonderment and discovery.........=D
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Ok, I have decided to get a new phone already...
It's about time.. haha...been using this Samsung for 2 years already...It's official trade-in value...is.....$0.
As the dear sweet girl at Bugis M1 shop told me.
Oh well...what's on the menu for choice?
Nokia E65
Sony Ericsson 880
Siny Ericsson 810
plus i've an $80 voucher from M1....hahhaa..not alot..but still something lah.. haha...=))
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Dad just nagged at me to go to sleep..
And it's way past my bedtime...dang....tomorrow sure jialat...
Till then....Am off to dreamland.......
zzzzz
Chey, like as if it's Friday already.. ahha...reached IP from my new workplace...decided to buzz the old man and see what he's doing...
Was literally ranting into the phone to him...Think my adrenalin was going haywire.. haha....
This is someone who brightens up my sleepy afternoons with nutty, dirty, crude, dumb, nonsensical conversations...
For a guy aged 42 this year...that's quite a feat hahaha....in fact, I think sometimes, I have to keep up with him!!!
============
Was at the MRT station after that...waiting for train to come by and I buzzed Chloe...started ranting nonsense to her too!!! hahhaha....
Man, I miss my MSN conversations with her... ahhaha....the same thing...all the nutty, dirty, crude, dumb, nonsensical conversations... hahaha....
But take heed! We've transferred that nonsense on MSN to the SMS! hahaha....ok lah...still 3 letters to form the acronym hahaha....
Our latest catchphrase....GMH...HAHAH!!! private joke..All I can say is that G stands for Grab...
hiakzzz....shall leave the rest to your imagination...
============
Met Kel's 2 younger bros & even his mum whilst I was at the HK cafe with Jen last night..
Quite surprised to see him there...
And for him to recognise me hahhaa.....=p The 2nd bro really looks so much like Kel...
I miss Kel!!! And our long conversations of wonderment and discovery.........=D
============
Ok, I have decided to get a new phone already...
It's about time.. haha...been using this Samsung for 2 years already...It's official trade-in value...is.....$0.
As the dear sweet girl at Bugis M1 shop told me.
Oh well...what's on the menu for choice?
Nokia E65
Sony Ericsson 880
Siny Ericsson 810
plus i've an $80 voucher from M1....hahhaa..not alot..but still something lah.. haha...=))
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Dad just nagged at me to go to sleep..
And it's way past my bedtime...dang....tomorrow sure jialat...
Till then....Am off to dreamland.......
zzzzz
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