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once the precedence has been set..does that mean it's ok for expectations to be of that same level... a year down the road? does that mean that there's no room for slack? or does that mean that expectations should be even higher cos the committment is stronger?

trying my best not to repeat what happened last year. What an anti-climax. TRYING is the key word..but things are not turning out like what I expected..who's to say? definitely not me. feel abit agitated.

felt maligned on 16th sept 2004...partly my fault, and definitely not entirely. but nevertheless, I was still blasted at big time. and as 16th sept 2005 approaches...well...sighz...trying is the keyword..but am directionless. abit give up..just tell me what to do, where to go...and i'll just do so...

or am i just a petty piece of shit who also does not like to share?

vexed
to the max