upset..

A colleague made this comment to me: "My first impression of you was that you're a bimbo...and till now, that impression hasn't changed." And to me, I don't think that person was joking. At least at that point in time I don't think the person was joking at all.

I'm seriously upset. Really.

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And it doesn't help that I kena suan always. I'm not a petty person. Trust me, I can take jibes and ribbings and jokes. Harmless ones, dirty ones...you name it. I'm might be soft but I'm game for things. But there are still boundaries to respect and though a person's limit can be stretched, it's elasticity is not infinite either.

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I find it hard to say no. Especially to friends. I care too much about what others think or might think. Maybe that's why sometimes I'm caught in undesirable situations. Like spending a whole night at an MLM session or spending 1.5 hrs listening to a financial adviser's session.

Is this a bad trait? Hell, think I've improved over the past 2 years. I'm still like that but much less.

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I'm touched. He bothered to sms to ask if everything is okay and told me to drop a msg when I'm back. But I'm simmering too. Was yelled at, well kind of..

hmm...guess there's always two sides to a coin. Take it or leave it.

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It's september already. Counting down. Hope I have the strength and courage to hold my head up high.

Oh God, guide me pls.