retrospect...

tried to post something on Thursday whilst in office...then the blospost server wasn't too friendly..when I clicked "post"...it redirected me to a "Requested Page Cannot Be Found" apge...and whatever I typed...was gone to the world forever...darn...still remember my first reaction was "har?"...followed by "tamade" and then "%^*&$*60%^&".....couldn't do much about it cos i had to rush off for dinner appointment liaos...

Shall attempt to re-enact what I typed that day...though think it would have lost almost 80% of its original essence...

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yiyong called me up from the Sates on Wednesday to ask how I was doing and also about the impending op...quite touched... =) haa...that wu gui actually remembered...dumbo..so late liao still haven't sleep..called me at 2am his time...

apparently he just came back from a mission a few days ago...kena activated to go help evacuate people from New Orleans with his Chinook helicopter...shared with me that it was quite a tiring experience..not to mention an emotional one..there was this lady who was hanging onto him, refused to let go..kept asking him to look for her husband and kid...but what could he do?? sigh..we are mere specks in this vast world...

haa...this fella...told me he did the mission for my sake..to help me accumulate more charity points in the eyes of god...so that he'll protect me in the face of anything...also told me he was praying for me everyday...awww.....so sweet.....haa....also made me promise to call him on his bday..7th October...10 days older than me...made a pact...will buzz him at 1pm SG time...over there it'll be 12am sharp..haa..=) 13 hours diff...

the only thing was that I couldn't help him with his problem...with that girl...sorry bro...these things..difficult to advise also..there's just so much uncertainty and probability and various permutations of how things might turn out...

wonder why matters of the heart are so complex at times?? you like someone...that someone is attached..but you're having such a great time with that someone...and that someone likes you too...and the world goes round and round...and the sun turns into the moon day in and day out...

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went for a kaya toast break on wednesday afternoon..whilst outside..received an sms from brian...told me he got me "poison" and left it on my desk..."poison" = our lingo for kopi or teh...caffeine...yada yada...helps lift someone out of boredom and monotony....

then when I went back to my desk..piangzz...i was expecting to see either kopi or teh..and it turned out to be a full box of chicken essence instead!! ...gosh...was damn touched man...and so paiseh....thanked him profusely later when i saw him at 6th floor...aiyooo....so paiseh...he said i should start drinking tonics to "boost" my health...haa...

ahboy says i should get him something in return...hmm...and then it'll morph into a never-ending cycle...hmm..haa...