yearning for a place of my own..yeah, i know... mummy dearest won't be there to fuss over me..food won't be readily available..i'll have to pay for my own PUB bills...i'll have to kill roaches myself...i'll have to clean my own toilet bowl..and scrub my own grime off the toilet walls..not that i haven't done it before..hell.. hostel took up 3 years of my life...think i can handle it..
hmm..2 years time..is that realistic? ..I dunno...think i'm just blardy hell day-dreaming..can't be leaving them here in this house..and moving out on my own..unless of cos i'm a mrs so-and-so by then...still...it pays to dream...even if it's fleeting happiness, it still holds a vision of where you wanna be...self-delusion some may say...but well..i love to dream...
my own sanctuary..white tiled floors (would love parquet but it's too high maintenance)...cream curtains..cream leather sofa (faux perhaps? haa..)...dark brown wooden furniture..small cute kitchen with a grey fridge..a whole load of cabinets to store pots n pans, food, etc..and a fantastic stove system..a counter top..and a side section walled with bricks to give it a homely feel..
part of the living room area doubling up as a chill-out area for friends during gatherings.. complete with brown-coloured tatamis and comfy red cushions or beanbags..a low dark brown coffee table long and zen-like....clean lines and simple angles..clean-cut and easy to maintain..definitely a mini audio system for one who can't do without music..a mini balcony with a small section cordoned off for yet another chill-out area..perchance with a small side table for smoking friends to lay their ciggies..and this would be where my pet chihuahua would play her day away...hmm..even possible to have a hanging cocoon chair hanging from the ceiling..those kind which can suspend in mid-air, held by a chain attahced to the ceiling...
the bedroom..ah..a lovely queen-sized bed occupies the centre of the room..with a dark brown wardrobe lining one of the side walls...comes with sliding doors for easy access...dark brown dressing table..huge mirror..haa...light brown curtains...with mini motifs/patterns...need not be fanciful..ikea sells wonderful fix-it-up-yourselves type of curtain railings... there needs to be a mini TV in the room for snuggle-up days when you don't feel like leaving the bed..the bed needs to have a comforter, quilt cover..whatever you name it...i love to snuggle up and hide under the covers...
the attached bathroon..beige non-slip tiled flooring..would love a bathtub but quite ex..haa...simple shower will do too..glass partition to separate the shower...light brown or beige toilet bowl..same colour for the sink..mirror lining and towel railings to be same colour too...yada yada...
gosh...the mechanics of the mind..am dead tired..perhaps that's why i'm hallucinating about all these...tsk tsk..signing off.
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