dreams...

Dreamt of weird stuff last night again..

1st scene
I saw Adrian...my brother and I saw Michelle Ho. (Wonder how she's dong by the way)
They were in hostel together..and yikes, they were a couple..holding hands and just plodding along to the canteen for dinner.
I remember going "huh???" in the dream..."how can it be possible???"

2nd scene
I saw Alison, in her hostel room. Somehow, I was part of the scene...sitting on her bed.
Then a whole bunch of other girls came in..all lugging school bags and books..Parwin was one of them.
Oh ok...apparently some sort of group project discussion was soon to be underway.
I was not part of the group so I was relegated to one obscure corner of the room..
And slowly..as they discussed & chatted..I was forgotten..kinda like faded out from their minds like as if I never existed.
It was like one of those movie scenes..where you know you're there..but when you speak, no one hears you...and when you move around, no one sees you...

Can't remember much of what happened after that...

Hmm..if dreams are a representation of the sub-conscious..then the 2nd one is possibly indicative of a fear of rejection? Hmm..on hindsight...it's actually quite a dark dream...
Gosh...*choke*